Saturday, December 26, 2009


any hot guys here??LOL

ex-TIKL reunion..mish u guys!!

hurm..baby3..cutie mutie..LOL..i don't know what i try to say..but i really2 had fun yesterday..superb..happy..undescribed feelings that can show my excitement..hurm..had ex-TIKL reunion yesterday..venue : mid valley..yeah..i mean here ex-TIKL but not really all ex-TIKL came..just some of us only..some people can't join..because have something else to do..but still had a great time..but still hope we can do again for next's like our annual gathering...perhaps can do next year..and really hope can meet matrix students after this..since like matrix students will going back to KL for their holidays on january but students from other U will going back to their university and start their sem,maybe end of next year.. we can meet together again or else during chinese new year..who knows right??..hehe..have same holidays..really2 hope for that.

looking forward to hangout with my college friends this tuesday..can't wait to meet them..miss they all too much already ='(

sob3..since like so many times our plan have been,make it done bebeyh..weee..

Monday, December 14, 2009

it just me.

Just a picture
3 pictures in one..can describe about me a thousand of words..
somehow,it still me!

Friday, December 11, 2009

forgive me?

last two days..i read this magazine..the 'remaja',it sorts of teenagers magazine..haha..usually i just bought this magazine not really often..i can count how many times i bought a year!!hee..perhaps once in 6 months??how bad am I!it's not like i am soo stingy or what..but i don't have heart to buy it sometimes..only if i'm in my mood to read all those magazines..if not,i just borrow from my sister or my's me..wee's main topic..i took a quiz from that magazine which it's all about forgiveness thingie..hurm..let see..the topic is..'Are you a person that easily forgive other people mistake??'
i took this quiz to see what is inside of me and what people might think about me and who am's like all the time if i made a mistake,i seek for forgiveness and what i hope is other people can forgive me easily..but how i think if other people made a mistake,can i easily forgive them??and i want to know if i'm easily forgive other people or,i tried this quiz..well,after i did the quiz..i found that:

I am easily forgive other people but hard to accept it
'forgive other people before i go bed is my routine,i don't like to make a conclusion of my day as horrible like yesterday..and i don't want to be feel like sophisticated about it..but what is the differences between me and others is i can easily forgive other people..maybe people might see that i don't want to talk with them after they did a mistake..but actually,frankly speaking..i forgive them already..i already forgive them after they did their mistake..hurm..hur just me..its my natural way..i really2 want to be friendly back after they did some mistake,what they have done..although it just a tiny single mistake..but i can't..don't ask me..and i already tried..sorry people??..i know it sounds like i am soo cruel maybe??but i told you..i forgive other people after they did their mistake but to accept and to face them back kinda take a short or longer time for me..i desired to talk with them again..especially if its happen with my own best friend,or or with my family!can u imagine that??it's totally the hardest principe is if i get hurt deeply once,totally like if its a serious matter,forever i will hard to believe them just enough for me to forgive them..but to accept them back is moderately hard for me..'

People might think that i am a bad person..sadistic..pathetic..but guys..i'm totally sorry..i try to change okayh..dats my promise..maybe i did all this because of my age??well u noe..teenager age...they oftenly like to 'memberontak'..and i'm not being matured..and maybe based on my experince mom always said..'let people do to us ika,but don't we ever do anyhthing that can hurt or harm others''s true..i noe and i did that before and maybe i'm not be like this 'pathetic' or 'uneasily accept other people'..i emphasised that sentences..hurm..if one of my friend in my high school did something that never appreciate what i did for her,she tried to be a backstabber..tried to think that she's the one that should be fully loved by other people especially teachers and friends (it's not like i'm soo jealous with her okay!! but u noe..well3..)..sharing is caring la huh!..don't control other people so that people can love you only,she make my close guy friend which i share every single problems with him and also known as my twn brother not treat me properly anymore and doesn't care about me at all..even i'm the one that introduce her to him..she tried to close with all friends that i close..i don't even know wether its just a coincident or purposely or whatever words that u can replace it just happen to me!!huu..and she tried to use other people for her own benefits..she told me before..people will never see her 'bad behaviour'..but i think i am so lucky to have an advantage that i can see her bad's totally horrible year for me..i'm always fall sick that year..and she doesn't care about me at all..i told just what i feel..and i still can't accept her in my life today..i gave her so many time to change and chances but she just take it for granted..what else i can say..i'm not a PERFECT girl to judge and fixed other people..

Monday, December 7, 2009


'Does my head look big in this??'

oh last..i finished read this book..for so long i bought this..i mean not really a few weeks only..maybe because i have no time to concentrate reading this book all the way..since like last two weeks my days were fulled with 2 LAN subjects night,i slept very early because i have to wake up early for the next,not really in mood to read..but i gathered all my strength,i managed to finish this book.. the story was quite good..was okay for me..let me tell a little bit about this book..the story is about..

'A muslim girl who was born in Australia,she wearing a hijab or vein and she is a could she survive in the middle of the city of Australia..her decision to wear the hijab starting when she's in year 11 full-time takes a lot of she can manage to cope with the prejudice that happened around her..sort of like people look her from up to down of her appearance and looks her as a weird person,how people think a piece of material that she wearing on her head..and can she still attract the cutest boy in school??'..and its all about..and so on..

many things to write but i just summarise it..maybe in next few weeks,i can go out with someone to accompany me to go to KLCC..wanna to buy some other books at kinokuniya bookstore..well,i think kinokuniya have a lots of novels that we can search n variety of novels that we can choose..hurm..maybe i can grab one book only..because english novel quite expensive for me..but not at all..just some of it only..ahaha..and most important things..i am totally a very slower reader like a doubt for that darling..haha..i think i will stop now..since like i have nothing else to write..i'm typing right??well..u noe..typing replace my hands to write..ahah..blablabla..since..i'm out of an,gudnite people!hope tomorrow will be better than today..!

Sunday, December 6, 2009


had fun just now.

met my fellow jasprincess..just a few of them.jasprincess stand for 'princess of jasmine'..the name was given because we were from 'jasmine dorm' in school..yeah..jasmine is a type of flower..maybe when some people heard this name..this is a dorm of MPP..okayh..whatsoever!! just past and it will always remain in my heart n mind..being a person that have to hold the responsibilities as a MPP is not easy..i mean..although MPP is just the same like prefect like in other school..but i don't know we are different..we used to be hated by other people..because of was sooooo stereotype..i tell u!once they heard that one MPP make a this bad thing this nonsence things la..change la..n so on..they will hate the whole entire group of people..i can say some of them judge us from outside and try to talk bad things behind us..although they never know us or eben talk to us..they simply like to be a judgemental person..hurm..but,honestly,i never regret who am I's time for me to stop..i will stop with that yah..i just wanna to refresh my mind..try to recall back the nostalgia..but for me,i don mind..people like that would never be my friends..i don't like people that think they are too PERFECT..and don't care what they want to say about other people..many people make a mistake in their,u can't blame us on that people..thanks to those that always supporting us from back,behind,in front and all side of the corner..i appreciate it..owh boy!!zalikha!!stop with that okayh!..past is past..and people will always and can change..bear that in your mind..p/s:i'm so sorry if anyone can get hurt with my words...

so,go on..had a barbeque last night..people that came;me,nina,kakna,deqna (they are twins..)hehe..nora,haire and ijam..basically haire n ijam were not included as jaszprincess..but we are very close with was totally awesome..we laugh n laugh all night..nora will never stop make us laugh..i don't know why..she always make us happy..with her cracking jokes..every single minutes we laugh until our stomach feel like going to be burst..i have no words to describe how much i miss them..yesterday gathering was like annual gathering for us..too sad that some of our members couldn't join the party because we don't have same holiday..except me..because i finished my matriculation already..and since i just stay at,there will be no problem to go out with anyone..but with my parents permission la huh..haha..because i'm a,its not really good to go out so often..especially at night..wuaahhahah..

while we're stuffing our mouths,arguing about how many minutes we need on the treadmill for every bite..there's a cute boy attract our attention..n he is sooooo cute..his face like nora said..can be her husband..!!haha..ok..i talk nonsense here!!daaa..of course cannot..8 months boy want to be a husband to a girl that is 18 years old..can you see the differences between their age??OMG..btw,i'm sorry..again!!i make up the story..quack-quack..penguin!!ops!!not penguin!!,it's a duck okayh..after we finished all..finished tidy up usual..we did night talk session..i don't know what time i slept..this moment of time,we shared our problems..when we laugh,we laugh..but when we sad,we will always shared people sad..sharing is caring right??so,that's what we try to practice..since long time not see each other..many things we want to talk's not like we cannot share our problem with an outsider or other people that we are not very close..but sometimes we scared because of our experinces..friend sometimes can be a backstabber..sometimes they used us for their own just not we cannot believe them but maybe it takes time to share our very privacy secrets..hurm..but it just my perception and point of views..i don't know about other's perception..maybe there are slightly different opinion from me..

then,just now..after we send kakna n deqna to bukit jalil LRT,me,nina and nora went to IOI mall..since like nora wanted to watch,we went there..and we watched this other nice movie at all that attract us..we are more likely love romantic movies..a typical teenagers like us..damn cool isn't,we decided to watch 'LOVE HAPPENS' for me,the movie was quite slow n totally out of my taste..i felt that movie was totally boring..i can give 1 and a half over 5 ONLY!!..erghh..and can u very few people only in a's about 10-15 people only..
huuhu..wee..snap a lot of pictures!!'s not like we are very3 'jakon' a person that never found a camera in their own world..but its an annual gathering.people!.once a year only we can meet like this..because we are from different places..i mean different places not like other planet or somewhere else but from our house to another's not like 5 minutes only we can walk n chit chat,chit chat like takes time for 2-3 hours or more toone,can imagine that huh..and maybe we have another comitment to do..i had a great time this two days..before we left,we have a bit of a kodak moment ang hug each other.

*more pictures i uploaded in the facebook..

Friday, December 4, 2009


faster wake up!haha.mumbling myself.ALONE.tonight.sitting in front of the computer.start to press my keyboard very gently and softly.actually,i'm so lazy to update my blog nowadays..i don't have any ideas about that.but,farhanah already asked me to update my blog.muahahaha..
here it you wish my dear.

like,woke up at 6 something..make myself n get ready to go to,is my final exam for the LAN subjects..basically n honestly,i'm not really understand what i learnt in malaysian studies..yeah..but i think not only me that could not understand what the lecturer teached us..n talking about that subject in front of the class every morning until noon..ha-ho-ha-..not suprise if i said most of the students have same feeling n thought like me!! no doubt for that okie..but i hope i can pass the subject..just hoping..hehe..well,i was the 3rd last person that went out from the exam hall just 'the'...why everyone went out so early??ok-ok..i noe the reason..u noe the reason??yeah..u should noe okayh!!have to!!i did the exam very slow..still can play with my pencil n look around..haha..hurm,then..had lunch with farhanah,usha,shaleen,yasmin n n farhanah ate first..and others ate later..farhanah was very hungry,so..i decided to accompany her 'makan'..haha..yea right??if farhanah read this..sure i'm dead..haha..because that's are totally not the legal reason..=pp

after that,studied islamic studies for a while..i read it already last night..and just want to make a last minute revisions to refresh back..went to class n finish it the paper..then,had a presentation about our project..which the project contribute like 30% for the entire topic was like 'discuss why women don't want to get married nowadays and how to prevent this problem'..sort of that..huhu..i think i did quite ok..i think..farhanah took my video..and i watched the video..and i was like soooo retarded..everytime also my hand move up and down by holding the pen or ..whatever the thing..i can't upload the video in here..since farhanah not send to me any video..haha..

HOORay for a while!!at last i completed my LAN,i can enjoy my legal holidays..haha..oh dear..stop it with the 'legal' words..miahaha..but i like it..quack-quack-
looking forward for the plan for tomorrow..going to have a barbeque with my friends at nina's house..maybe 5 of us only..others cannot come..since like some of my jasprincess in matriculation..u know la some of matriculation are too far from K.L..huhu..i could wish that we can get together back like hard to have the same free time together after we pursued our studies in different path ways of studying..ok!..stop with that emo mood..maybe nina will fetch me at my house after i come back from my dentist house n her house just nearby only..okayh..not really near.but still can be categorised as ''near''..haha..sounds nonsences..but that is a to say..near but not really near..haha..okie dokie..whatever..i just can't wait to meet them i come girls!!

gtg..i have no mood right now..someone might angry at me.huu...i don't know..but i felt that way..oh,god..maybe it just my feelings..but hope i can receive a good news tomorrow..