MS and IS!

torturing.sadistic.boringness.

just a PERFECT word to describe my starter of the day for today.

erghh..hate it when i have to wake up early after spent a week for my holiday..then have to continue wake up early every morning for this 2 weeks..ooouwhh..so beautiful isn't it..duh..i emphasised the beautiful word here..now,now..u get what i mean write??please2 and thank you..huuu..i am damn lazy weyh..seriously..i mean it..because today,i really had a terrible time for my morning time..owh..please..i don't have to mention it..5 hours to spend only on malaysian studies..it's like totally crazy..and i'm hunger for the excitedness of that subject..but still can't!!..the subject was totally boring!!for me..but i think most of my friends think and felt the way like i think..haha..no doubt for that my dear...but yet,luckly every 1 hour lecture,we still can have a break..wee..

feeewhh..the crazyness of malaysian studies!haha..

during break okie..=p

But then,my day become cheerful back like as usual..because of my islamic studies..though,at first,only me and hannah attend the class out of 7-8 people for AUSMAT march intake..and i feel awkward in that class..because too few people only..first time in my life got only 2 students attend the class..haha..but i am so proud with myself because i managed not to open my mouth every 5 or 10 seconds..i managed to do that okayh!!i just fall in love with my islamic studies..again!! after i finished my spm syllabus..i find it very interesting..the lecturer explained to us here and there almost perfectly..and i feel like i won't skip my islamic studies for this 2 weeks..i like islamic studies since i was small..so,not a big deal for that..i can cope easily for that subject..since like only just both of us in that class just now,so,the lecturer tend to ask us more and ask wether if we have any problem to ask him or not..haha..that's cool huh..we can ask anything that we not really sure..hurm..whatever it is..it is totally exciting to learn islamic studies for tomorrow..yeeehaaaa..=)

awards night!

yuhuu..awards night just passed by me..held on 19th November 2009..last thursday..from 6 p.m to 10 p.m..the last night that i could enjoy with my collegemate!!..yaaa..though,we have still a lot of days to spend after this for LAN subjects but days that we could spend only like a quarter of time..because we only same class for Malaysian studies!!perhaps!..huhu..okayh..stop with the dramatic action..hehe..for me,a quarter of time can be used with full of meaningful rite??so,that's what i'm gonna to do bebeyh.

i make myself sooo fast..then,i went to usha'a house..because my friends that same table with me are all over there..so,i asked my mum to sent me there..try to look forward what they are wearing and i tried to fullfill my time with touch up a little bit of my make up..ok3..honestly..i'm not a perfectionist in make up..so,i will just put the make up on my face..simply okayh!!haha..last time,i told one of my friend that tried to comment on my make up..i said to him..he can see me in a beautiful perfectionist appearance with a gorgeous make up when i get married 6-7 years later..hahaha..6-7 years later????cool huh?maybe it's too late some of them to get married..but for me..i want it to be planned like that..i just want to graduate first,then work and have my own satisfaction on here and there..hurm..)

The most unwanted part was..we had an accident a little bit at usha's housing area..not really housing area..just in front of her house..hurm..actually,kelly wanted to reverse her car...then maybe the sensor not really cover all the sight..and she didn't realised that got car behind us..so,she accidentally bang the car...the car was static..and that car was volvo..okayh..luckly not the new volvo but its OLD VOLVO..!!hurm..go on..the owner of the car wanted a big of 'ganti rugi' for that..honestly..i went out from the car and try to look wether it is serious or not..and guess what...his car was nothing!!!no scratch at ALL!! AT ALL!!..can you read my lips??if yes,good job!!erghh..that guy damn..annoying!!..i think kelly's car was more in troublesome..i think she have to change her bumper and her plat no..then,kelly called her dad and told him..and he asked her to take a picture..h0ho..that malay guy was like totally pale in blue..don't know why..maybe because he scared that his car can just be polished only..and not a big serious scratch or watever..so,maybe he will think how he can get the 'ganti rugi' right..erghhh..yah..i admit that we did a mistake..he's not wrong at all..but can't you just settle it with a polite manner man..??maybe we can give him a RM50 at most to polish his car..because his car was totally FINE compared to kelly's car..but whatever it is..hope kelly can settled it with that man.

here some pictures in awards night ceremony..i just upload a little bit only..more pictures i uploaded in facebook..thank you..=)

KLCC

hello reader! =)
i'm back..yes!i'm back..it's totally me..
hooray..at last i can update my blog for a long time has been away from blogging..because i get easily addicted to blog if i start once..haha..first of all,i just finished my FINAL AUSMAT WACE EXAM a few days ago..hurm..conclusion for my exams..well,i will list all my subjects and how i can say about the exams.. haha..

1st paper : EALD known as English as Language and Dialect
I think this paper was ok..not really that hard n not really that easy..but i think the most difficult part was during the listening part..which i was not really can't understand the Australian accent..there are 2 part..but it just only for one part that i cannot understand..another part of question..i can understand what they are talking about..but the overall is i'm still scared about my EALD paper.

2nd paper : Applicable Mathematics

I really don't want to talk much about this PAPER..because i was totally SCREWED up the PAPER..i just can't help about it..hurm..i know2..i didn't do so much much effort for this subjects..but it's too hard for me..and i still wondering why i took this subject at the first place..hurm..*sigh**..Discreet Math is much easy than applics i guess..daaaa.i am such a BUMMER..!

3rd & 4th paper : Economics and Psychology

Hurm..guess what??i can get easily crazy when this two subjects were combined together..damn S***KS weyh..it's not i cannot do..but it is two subjects which we have to think hardly and memorise hardly about the topics..i studied hard for this two subjects..like almost everday i kept repeating reading the same things..and i can vomit to read again n again..duhh..but i think i did quite okay for my psychology paper..but for my econs..i have no enough time to finish it..that is always be my problem if i have to get through all the economics paper from sem1 until sem2 n until my final..errrrghhh..damn it..i hate dat..

5th paper : Accounting

Accounting was ok..not really that hard..i think its more easy than 2008 past year paper..i can do a lot of question also..but still not have enough time..although i didn't put down my pen at all for a second..i kept continue doing all the question..and yet not enough time..i am damn upset weyh..because i know i can do..but hopefully my marks will be ok..

so,that's the conclusion of my final exams..haha..seriously FINAL exam for my matriculation..i hope my TER will be fine..so,i can proceeds to my degree next year..obviously,i will counted my TER with the best 4 subjects;which is psycho,EALD,accounts and econs..owh,no applics okayh..no..thanks!duh..huhu..no more AUSMAT syllabus that i have to learn after this..huhu..gonna missed a lot of things that related with AUSMAT..my collegemate,my lecturers,our memories..huhu..sob3 =(

but we still have to study LAN subjects which is compulsory set by the government which is malaysian n islamic studies next week..maybe 2-3 weeks only before the exam..i mean LAN subjects exam..then,we will go our own way..maybe some of us will still continue study in sunway..but some of us are not..who knows..they will be pursue their studies so far far away..but i hope our memories will never end and remain forever in our heart n soul..ceyh..so dramatic..hahah..but seriously..i'm gonna mish them..

dotdotdot..

just now was fun..i really had a great time this morning..i went to KLCC with kamil..i am totally bored yesterday..i wanted to go out..but i don't know with who i want to go out..but then suddenly kamil called me last night and asked me wether i can go out with him or not to KLCC because he have to take some stuff that he booked at ZARA MAN..and i said YES for that..hoh0..

First,we went to kinokuniya bookstore..were there like 1 hour i think..the bookstore was nice..i like..i bought 1 book..i have to take my iniciative to improve my writing this time..so,during this 2 months before i can proceeds to my degree,i want to revise my grammar back for my broken communication..daaa...i know i am totally weak when it comes to speaking time..but i'm still in learning progress..haha..ok..so,just bought an english novel..not really thick..not really thin..not really in small writing..because i will not in mood if i have to read anything in small writing..haha..i mean for the first time to be an english novel reader..haha..it just me..tadaa..btw,i really2 can't wait to finish that book..wee..

At first,we wanted to watch 2012 movie..but the line was totally long and very crowded at the counter..i know..i know..it's a school holiday..everyone want to watch movie rite...??especially wednesday..hahaa...movie day!!..so,we cancelled our intention to watch..maybe next time..damn sad..but if we want to watch also..still we can't..because kamil have to go back early..since he had prom night tonight at sunway hotel for his SAM night..must be fun..can't wait for tomorrow..my AUSMAT awards night..and yet i haven't decided what i'm gonna to wear..maybe just a simple outfit perhaps..i don mind..the most important things,i want to enjoy for tomorrow's night..yeah..sadly,farhanah won't be there..huhu..sob3 =(

Then,we went to ZARA MAN,accompany kamil to take his stuff there..then,went to this eyewear shop to buy his contact lens..i don't want to say which shop..because there's a story behind this..guess what??..there was this one lady in that shop..she was like soooooo annoying..we donno why..like 'nak tak nak' to entertain us..i was like what the **** weyh..i hate that kind of people..why u can't just give us a beautiful smile..so we can buy many contact lens from your shop..ahahaha..*sigh*..my sentences doesn't make any sense..ahah..ridiculous want to buy a lot of contact just because for 1 smile..what i try to explain here is that lady have to respect others..okay..i admit we looks very very young..like high school students but we have feelings also..we can know which is good and which is bad..u don't have to show us your dislike face or whatever *bluerk* face..we ARE customer..we have right..so,thats your job to entertain us..duhh..whatever,lucky they sell reasonable price for the contact lens compared to others..if not,we will never want to buy at your shop lady..but thanks to another lady..because make our mood to cheer up back..=)

she was nice..she talked n explained to us very polite..i appreciate that..hurm..=)

After that,we went to dessert's bar..we want to try something new..and kamil was interested with the ice-cream..but at the end..he didn't order the ice-cream also..we ate a set of sandwich and a smoothies..it was totally nice and the food is very healthy..and the price not really expensive..i think it's worth it..and i just fall in love with that place..with the foods..and and very nice waiter overthere..they are friendly..hurm..=))..and we go back after that..here's some pictures that we managed to snap..outside was raining just now so we couldn't take any picture..damn sad..but it was enjoyable..thanks kamil!!glad to go out with you again next time..

it will never end

it was so extremely fast..it's already 11.50..i didn't realise that..i just arrived to my house from college..like an hour ago..around 10.40 like that..n now the time like soooo fast moving..tick-tock-tick-tock..until it reach 12.00 a.m later..and complete the 24 hours time..and after that,we begin to start our new day again..and wait for the 24 hours to be end..aaaauhh..aaa...iiii...eeeeerr...i want the time to be slow..i'm scared time moving very fast..but sure la..if i cry until my blood coming out from my eyes also,i still can't change the time..hehe..

today,i had one class which is psychology class only..it's like 2 hours i'm in the college..i drove today..but my mummy wanted to use that car..so,like i drove back just now like soooo fast..i never drive like that before..i also shocked with myself..because my mom have an appoinment today..so,i cannot be late..i drove like thunder..can you imagine that..i never drive soooo fast before unless if i'm in hurry la..but yes..today i am really2 in hurry..i'm scared my mom will late..but thank god..nothing happen..then,i told my mom about that..and she scold me..ahah..how lame am i..she said 'just drive slowly..if anything happen,ur life will gone..that is the most important..'actually,i realised that..but i don't know sometimes if we drive like crazy manner..it was fun actually..it's like gave us an opportunity to be like a racer for a while..haha..although it just a MYvi car and not the sports car..and and by turning the radio to be LOUD while driving..it was soo fun bebeyh..but i'll make sure that i do it that once in a blue moon only..because my parents will get angry with me later..a-e-i-o-u..on top of that..it's DANGEROUS okayh!! children under 18: beware!!don't follow me..farhanah!! u are not 18 yet..so,better watch out..haha..

yesterday,i went to pyramid with my friends..we wanted to take our lunch over there..since like we don't want to eat at medan already..haha...almost 8 people i think went there..at first yasmin wanted to go..but she had another plan..so,she not following us..we were confused which restaurant we want to eat..so,end up..we just went to mcD..and half of us went to KFC and bought foods for ourselves..but we 'curik-curik' ate at mcD..since like mcD is beside KFC..so,that will be easy rite??haha..but then,luckly no one check us..if not,we are going to be kicked out from the restaurant..haha..then,after lunch,we went to archade (is this spelling correct??)..nvm..just check it out in dictionary later..hew hew..we played a few games..not really a few la..but 2 games only we played..but i played 1 game only..mario-kart..it was totally fun..and shaleen always kept winning..and i never win once also..huhu..sad2..=(..sob3...we went there just for a while only..while we played,shauni,farhanah and su yin watched movie..since like kelly drove her car..so,it was fine for 5 of us to go back college separately..

We went back to college after that..wanted to study at library..but library is totally FULL..with MUFY students..aiyo..everywhere in the library also can see blue t-shirt..either the 1st floor or 2nd floor..it's totally fulled..because MUFY had their trial this week..i guess so..so,we decided to empty class..and we checked our time table..but seems like sw-4-6 is empty..so,we study there..me and shaleen was discussed about the econs topic..which we are going to gave headache to read the notes for WACE..it's totally a lot man..but we are so lucky..because we don't have to read from the text book..we just to read from the notes that are given by ms.suzana..but fewwwhh..it still a LOT..i hope i can manage to read it..because i am L-A-Z-Y- bum-bum to read..i am not hardworking reader..even.my dad also knew that..hehe..

gtg..here some picture we took yesterday..

to ... : i'm glad that you are happy now than before..

unexpected

i am a SUSHi King lover right now..i admit that i don't like and i can say i really hate2 sushi for a long time ago..like how many years i didn't eat sushi and my family also long long time not go to sushi king because of me..haha..because of who??because of me!! ( purposely repeated )..but because of yesterday,i became a sushi king lover!! yummy3X.no regret about it...the proof is..i ate sushi at sushi king again for my lunch today..with yong tsing,yee lin,yan hwa and tracy lim..i never eat with them for lunch before although i am quite close with them..haha..so,just now was our first time eat together..but j-anne..sob3..she's not there with us since like she is one of my wife..she should be there too..hu2..( only them know what i'm talking about..) haha..but again..okayh..i'm not a LESBIAN!!..i repeat again..i am definitely not a LESBIAN!!..haha..they are all my hunny bunny..wee.yippi..nvm j-anne..we eat together next time kayh..so,the moment for today and yesterday was unbelievable...what an unexpected things and moments that i never expect that drag me to be a SUSHI lovers!..duh..like my sister said..we have to choose the nice sushi..so,we can have an appetite to eat again..haha..yesterday,i went out with my family..since like we want to celebrate 3 birthday straight..which is celebration for my bufday,my bro's, and my dad's birthday..so,we want to try a new taste..we decide to go to sushi king at the end..nothing much to say..just a wall of my pictures..weeeheee..just enjoy the show..=)

day : sunday
venue : sunway pyramid
with : my beloved family =)

dAY : Monday

veNue : sunway Pyramid ( my playground )..^-^

wives : yee lin,yan hwa,yong tsing..j-anne not here..sob3 :(

fiancee : tracy lim..( haven't approave yet )..haha..LOL...

me and tracy!!

WE again!!
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waiting..grrrr..

full of plates..

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happy FAMILY tree..wink2

half of me..

do I have a PRIDE??..the answer is YES!

life is hard isn't it??sometimes..maybe yes and maybe no..past few days ago..there is one strange girl gave me a comment and the comment sounds like sooooo 'deeeesssperate' comment..i can say that and i can confirm it as an 'unwell wishes'..well,the starter of the story will begin like this..sorry gurl,no heart feelings if you suddenly and not purposely to open my blog and read this statement..but it just not fair for me..i have a pride as a woman..okayh..not really a woman..but as a gurl..cause i am not too old to be called a 'woman' and not to be young to be called a 'gurl'..haha..okayh2..go on..don't want to waste time..this one girl is not my friend..i donno which earth she come from..nvm..she added me on myspace..i approved her..i don't know why i suddenly just approved her..because i'm not really simply approve people that i don't know..maybe because she is a girl..so,like i don't mind to approve her..then,she gave me a message and asked..wether i'm single or have been taken already by 'someone'..and i just simply replied her that i am totally single and straight forward i ask her 'why?'..daaaa..strong to be like this ogeyh..then..i received unexpected answer from her..she said: she tried to find a girlfriend for her friend and she said that guy is very nice..18 years old..and 'blablabla'..i was like what????? am i look like toooooooooo desperate girl to have a boyfriend and she try to be a matchmaker for me and her friend?? and i was straightly thinking..i have a PRIDE okayh!!!..i am not a girl that simply want a guy from where he come from and try to approve him like that..without knowing them first..what do you think i am??and i was like cursing that time..not really2 'bad cursing'..but just a little bit 'bad words' come from my mouth..and 1 more thing..is that guy is totally A desperate guy??if you are,try to find another gurl and totally that girl is not me!eerrrrgh...! but the truth is i am not angry at all but just shocked its do happen to me..like i have no pride..it's not wrong to find a girlfriend through a 'connection web'..but try to be a gentleman as a guy..try to get know that girl slowly or whatever it is..and don't be too desperate to ask other girl.or easily..ask ur fren to look straight for you and ask for the approvement to be attached..i can said that is totally horrible and can't be accepted by a girl like me!! and do 'mind your own wishes' people..

it was not my mistake..

i don't have mood to write blog nowadays..only if i feel like my 10 cutey fingers want to touch this keyboard and type!!grrr...lazy dumm2 of me..i just got my psychology,EALD and accounting paper just now..it was like totally horibble..not really horrible..i can say that my marks are much higher this time compared to my EE results..and i think my marks are average..AVERAGE!!..i am only me..i cannot say that i am too sad..yeah..maybe i can say it too because i do really dissapoint my parents..but this is only ME..my average of me..i still in average level..i cannot expect to get results that i really2 can't achieve..i mean for this moment..yeaaa..people might advance in the future..but for me..i have to move forward slowly..i cannot be like bummm..getting higher marks like that..i cannot put higher expectation results for me to achieve..it just like not worth it!..i know very well how my ability could be..i can't just put my expectation for an A++ in such a way my level is just B or C+..because if i put higher expectation,i will be more suffer and become soooo..upset if i couldn't get at the end..because i cannot achieve the real high super expectation....hurm..but yes for sure..i want an excellent results..pleaseee..everybody also want..but at this moment..i will work harder for the last minute expectation..just same like what i did for my little tiny PMR and little advance SPM..from the worst trial to a better actual results..i hope i can excel more better for my entire AUSMAT..wish me luck people!!..to my parents,i won't dissapoint both of you again for this time..but i can't promise for my applics..hehe..i can't help on it..and yet i donno why..because i really2 sucks at MATH!..although if i do a lot of questions..

huhu..did my oral test yesterday..it was quite ok for me..but i donno how my marks are given to me..because i was talking to AUStralian people!! fuh..it was nervous that time..i can't really think about the points when she kept asking me questions one by one..but at least i have a point to talk about..i wasn't like keep quiet in that room..and blinking over the time..but i think 1 question i couldn't answer because i don't know what she asked!!..errghh..the question is something like this..( i donno wether correct or not )..'how speech can empowering your language'..i was like huh??i'm not really said 'huh?' to her..haha..but it was just my silent thought..and i was like..'can you repeat again the question'..duuh..although she repeated the same question also..i couldn't answer!! because i donno what point i want to say..it just a speechless moment when we already sat on that chair in that 'blessful' room..and talking with someone that we cannot see their face..only can hear their voice..and they can hear our voice..but i know they can see us..only us cannot see them..maybe because they don't want us to feel nervous..but yet daaa..we still nervous..because its an ORAL!!..spontaneously have to answer the questions... haha..but for me i prefer like that..because at least i cannot see their face..so,i will like less ''hurm..errrkk..'' to answer their questions..hehe..fullstop for that..gtg now..dada..
sorry for my bad grammar..i have to wake up now and digest my grammar lessons back..