HOLD my HAND & TREAT me as your SHOULDER

reunion..=)

2009-12-26T22:42:00.009+08:00

any hot guys here??LOL

ex-TIKL reunion..mish u guys!!

hurm..baby3..cutie mutie..LOL..i don't know what i try to say..but i really2 had fun yesterday..superb..happy..undescribed feelings that can show my excitement..hurm..had ex-TIKL reunion yesterday..venue : mid valley..yeah..i mean here ex-TIKL but not really all ex-TIKL came..just some of us only..some people can't join..because have something else to do..but still had a great time..but still hope we can do again for next time..it's like our annual gathering...perhaps can do next year..and really hope can meet matrix students after this..since like matrix students will going back to KL for their holidays on january but students from other U will going back to their university and start their sem 2..so,maybe end of next year.. we can meet together again or else during chinese new year..who knows right??..hehe..have same holidays..really2 hope for that.

looking forward to hangout with my college friends this tuesday..can't wait to meet them..miss they all too much already ='(

sob3..since like so many times our plan have been cancelled..so,make it done bebeyh..weee..

it just me.

2009-12-14T20:41:00.005+08:00

Just a picture

3 pictures in one..can describe about me a thousand of words..

angry?retarded?crazy??

somehow,it still me!

har-har-har

forgive me?

2009-12-11T15:38:00.006+08:00

last two days..i read this magazine..the 'remaja' magazine..so,it sorts of teenagers magazine..haha..usually i just bought this magazine not really often..i can count how many times i bought a year!!hee..perhaps once in 6 months??how bad am I!it's not like i am soo stingy or what..but i don't have heart to buy it sometimes..only if i'm in my mood to read all those magazines..if not,i just borrow from my sister or my friends..yeah..it's me..wee wee..okayh..today's main topic..i took a quiz from that magazine which it's all about forgiveness thingie..hurm..let see..the topic is..'Are you a person that easily forgive other people mistake??'
i took this quiz to see what is inside of me and what people might think about me and who am I.it's like all the time if i made a mistake,i seek for forgiveness and what i hope is other people can forgive me easily..but how i think if other people made a mistake,can i easily forgive them??and i want to know if i'm easily forgive other people or not..so,i tried this quiz..well,after i did the quiz..i found that:

I am easily forgive other people but hard to accept it

'forgive other people before i go bed is my routine,i don't like to make a conclusion of my day as horrible like yesterday..and i don't want to be feel like sophisticated about it..but what is the differences between me and others is i can easily forgive other people..maybe people might see that i don't want to talk with them after they did a mistake..but actually,frankly speaking..i forgive them already..i already forgive them after they did their mistake..hurm..hur hur..it just me..its my natural way..i really2 want to be friendly back after they did some mistake,what they have done..although it just a tiny single mistake..but i can't..don't ask me..and i already tried..sorry people??..i know it sounds like i am soo cruel maybe??but i told you..i forgive other people after they did their mistake but to accept and to face them back kinda take a short or longer time for me..i desired to talk with them again..especially if its happen with my own best friend,or or with my family!can u imagine that??it's totally the hardest way..my principe is if i get hurt deeply once,totally like if its a serious matter,forever i will hard to believe them again..it just enough for me to forgive them..but to accept them back is moderately hard for me..'

People might think that i am a bad person..sadistic..pathetic..but guys..i'm totally sorry..i try to change okayh..dats my promise..maybe i did all this because of my age??well u noe..teenager age...they oftenly like to 'memberontak'..and i'm not being matured..and maybe based on my experince too..my mom always said..'let people do to us ika,but don't we ever do anyhthing that can hurt or harm others'..yeah..it's true..i noe and i did that before and maybe i'm not be like this 'pathetic' or 'uneasily accept other people'..i emphasised that sentences..hurm..if one of my friend in my high school did something that never appreciate what i did for her,she tried to be a backstabber..tried to think that she's the one that should be fully loved by other people especially teachers and friends (it's not like i'm soo jealous with her okay!! but u noe..well3..)..sharing is caring la huh!..don't control other people so that people can love you only,she make my close guy friend which i share every single problems with him and also known as my twn brother not treat me properly anymore and doesn't care about me at all..even i'm the one that introduce her to him..she tried to close with all friends that i close..i don't even know wether its just a coincident or purposely or whatever words that u can replace it here..it just happen to me!!huu..and she tried to use other people for her own benefits..she told me before..people will never see her 'bad behaviour'..but i think i am so lucky to have an advantage that i can see her bad behaviour..it's totally horrible year for me..i'm always fall sick that year..and she doesn't care about me at all..i told you..it just what i feel..and i still can't accept her in my life today..i gave her so many time to change and chances but she just take it for granted..what else i can say..i'm not a PERFECT girl to judge and fixed other people..

bonding

2009-12-07T23:30:00.006+08:00

'Does my head look big in this??'

oh boy..at last..i finished read this book..for so long i bought this..i mean not really long..like a few weeks only..maybe because i have no time to concentrate reading this book all the way..since like last two weeks my days were fulled with 2 LAN subjects classes..at night,i slept very early because i have to wake up early for the next morning..so,not really in mood to read..but today..as i gathered all my strength,i managed to finish this book.. the story was quite good..was okay for me..let me tell a little bit about this book..the story is about..

'A muslim girl who was born in Australia,she wearing a hijab or vein and she is a Muslim-Palestinian-Egyptian..how could she survive in the middle of the city of Australia..her decision to wear the hijab starting when she's in year 11 full-time takes a lot of guts..how she can manage to cope with the prejudice that happened around her..sort of like people look her from up to down of her appearance and looks her as a weird person,how people think a piece of material that she wearing on her head..and can she still attract the cutest boy in school??'..and its all about..and so on..

many things to write but i just summarise it..maybe in next few weeks,i can go out with someone to accompany me to go to KLCC..wanna to buy some other books at kinokuniya bookstore..well,i think kinokuniya have a lots of novels that we can search n variety of novels that we can choose..hurm..maybe i can grab one book only..because english novel quite expensive for me..but not at all..just some of it only..ahaha..and most important things..i am totally a very slower reader like a tortoise...no doubt for that darling..haha..i think i will stop now..since like i have nothing else to say..opss..to write..i'm typing right??well..u noe..typing replace my hands to write..ahah..blablabla..since..i'm out of an idea..so,gudnite people!hope tomorrow will be better than today..!

jasmine..

2009-12-06T23:11:00.011+08:00

had fun just now.

met my fellow jasprincess..just a few of them.jasprincess stand for 'princess of jasmine'..the name was given because we were from 'jasmine dorm' in school..yeah..jasmine is a type of flower..maybe when some people heard this name..this is a dorm of MPP..okayh..whatsoever!!..haha..it just past and it will always remain in my heart n mind..being a person that have to hold the responsibilities as a MPP is not easy..i mean..although MPP is just the same like prefect like in other school..but i don't know we are different..we used to be hated by other people..because of why..it was sooooo stereotype..i tell u!once they heard that one MPP make a trouble..do this bad thing la..do this nonsence things la..change la..n so on..they will hate the whole entire group of people..i can say some of them judge us from outside and try to talk bad things behind us..although they never know us or eben talk to us..they simply like to be a judgemental person..hurm..but,honestly,i never regret who am I before..ok.ok..it's time for me to stop..i will stop with that yah..i just wanna to refresh my mind..try to recall back the nostalgia..but for me,i don mind..people like that would never be my friends..i don't like people that think they are too PERFECT..and don't care what they want to say about other people..many people make a mistake in their life..so,u can't blame us on that people..thanks to those that always supporting us from back,behind,in front and all side of the corner..i appreciate it..owh boy!!zalikha!!stop with that okayh!..past is past..and people will always and can change..bear that in your mind..p/s:i'm so sorry if anyone can get hurt with my words...

so,go on..had a barbeque last night..people that came;me,nina,kakna,deqna (they are twins..)hehe..nora,haire and ijam..basically haire n ijam were not included as jaszprincess..but we are very close with them..hurm..haha..it was totally awesome..we laugh n laugh all night..nora will never stop make us laugh..i don't know why..she always make us happy..with her cracking jokes..every single minutes we laugh until our stomach feel like going to be burst..i have no words to describe how much i miss them..yesterday gathering was like annual gathering for us..too sad that some of our members couldn't join the party because we don't have same holiday..except me..because i finished my matriculation already..and since i just stay at home..so,there will be no problem to go out with anyone..but with my parents permission la huh..haha..because i'm a girl..so,its not really good to go out so often..especially at night..wuaahhahah..

while we're stuffing our mouths,arguing about how many minutes we need on the treadmill for every bite..there's a cute boy attract our attention..n he is sooooo cute..his face like korean..wow..so hot..ahakx..like nora said..can be her husband..!!haha..ok..i talk nonsense here!!daaa..of course cannot..8 months boy want to be a husband to a girl that is 18 years old..can you see the differences between their age??OMG..btw,i'm sorry..again!!i make up the story..quack-quack..penguin!!ops!!not penguin!!quack-quack..so,it's a duck okayh..after we finished all..finished tidy up everythings..as usual..we did night talk session..i don't know what time i slept..this moment of time,we shared our problems..when we laugh,we laugh..but when we sad,we will always shared together...like people sad..sharing is caring right??so,that's what we try to practice..since long time not see each other..many things we want to talk about..it's not like we cannot share our problem with an outsider or other people that we are not very close..but sometimes we scared because of our experinces..friend sometimes can be a backstabber..sometimes they used us for their own benefits..it just not we cannot believe them but maybe it takes time to share our very privacy secrets..hurm..but it just my perception and point of views..i don't know about other's perception..maybe there are slightly different opinion from me..

then,just now..after we send kakna n deqna to bukit jalil LRT,me,nina and nora went to IOI mall..since like nora wanted to watch movie..so,we went there..and we watched this movie..no other nice movie at all that attract us..we are more likely love romantic movies..a typical teenagers like us..damn cool isn't it..haha..so,we decided to watch 'LOVE HAPPENS'..as for me,the movie was quite slow n totally out of my taste..i felt that movie was totally boring..i can give 1 and a half over 5 ONLY!!..erghh..and can u imagine..like very few people only in a cinema..it's about 10-15 people only..

huuhu..wee..snap a lot of pictures!!..yeaahaha..it's not like we are very3 'jakon' person..like a person that never found a camera in their own world..but its an annual gathering.people!.once a year only we can meet like this..because we are from different places..i mean different places not like other planet or somewhere else but from our house to another house..it's not like 5 minutes only we can walk n chit chat,chit chat like that..it takes time for 2-3 hours or more toone another..so,can imagine that huh..and maybe we have another comitment to do..i had a great time this two days..before we left,we have a bit of a kodak moment ang hug each other.

*more pictures i uploaded in the facebook..

randomly

2009-12-04T21:40:00.009+08:00

people!people!people!
faster wake up!haha.mumbling myself.ALONE.tonight.sitting in front of the computer.start to press my keyboard very gently and softly.actually,i'm so lazy to update my blog nowadays..i don't have any ideas about that.but,farhanah already asked me to update my blog.muahahaha..
here it goes.like you wish my dear.

like usual..today,woke up at 6 something..make myself n get ready to go to college..today,is my final exam for the LAN subjects..basically n honestly,i'm not really understand what i learnt in malaysian studies..yeah..but i think not only me that could not understand what the lecturer teached us..n talking about that subject in front of the class every morning until noon..ha-ho-ha-..not suprise if i said most of the students have same feeling n thought like me!!a.aaa..eeerrr..iii...oooow...lalaala.. no doubt for that okie..but i hope i can pass the subject..just hoping..hehe..well,i was the 3rd last person that went out from the exam hall just now..like 'the'...why everyone went out so early??ok-ok..i noe the reason..u noe the reason??yeah..u should noe okayh!!have to!!i did the exam very slow..still can play with my pencil n look around..haha..hurm,then..had lunch with farhanah,usha,shaleen,yasmin n anand..me n farhanah ate first..and others ate later..farhanah was very hungry,so..i decided to accompany her 'makan'..haha..yea right??if farhanah read this..sure i'm dead..haha..because that's are totally not the legal reason..=pp

after that,studied islamic studies for a while..i read it already last night..and just want to make a last minute revisions to refresh back..went to class n finish it the paper..then,had a presentation about our project..which the project contribute like 30% for the entire marks..my topic was like 'discuss why women don't want to get married nowadays and how to prevent this problem'..sort of that..huhu..i think i did quite ok..i think..farhanah took my video..and i watched the video..and i was like soooo retarded..everytime also my hand move up and down by holding the pen or ..whatever the thing..i can't upload the video in here..since farhanah not send to me any video..haha..

HOORay for a while!!at last i completed my LAN subjects..now,i can enjoy my legal holidays..haha..oh dear..stop it with the 'legal' words..miahaha..but i like it..quack-quack-
looking forward for the plan for tomorrow..going to have a barbeque with my friends at nina's house..maybe 5 of us only..others cannot come..since like some of my jasprincess in matriculation..u know la some of matriculation are too far from K.L..huhu..i could wish that we can get together back like before..so hard to have the same free time together after we pursued our studies in different path ways of studying..ok!..stop with that emo mood..maybe nina will fetch me at my house after i come back from my dentist appoinment...my house n her house just nearby only..okayh..not really near.but still can be categorised as ''near''..haha..sounds nonsences..but that is a fact..how to say..near but not really near..haha..okie dokie..whatever..i just can't wait to meet them tomorrow..yeeeeehaaaa...here i come girls!!

gtg..i have no mood right now..someone might angry at me.huu...i don't know..but i felt that way..oh,god..maybe it just my feelings..but hope i can receive a good news tomorrow..

MS and IS!

2009-11-23T20:36:00.011+08:00

torturing.sadistic.boringness.

just a PERFECT word to describe my starter of the day for today.

erghh..hate it when i have to wake up early after spent a week for my holiday..then have to continue wake up early every morning for this 2 weeks..ooouwhh..so beautiful isn't it..duh..i emphasised the beautiful word here..now,now..u get what i mean write??please2 and thank you..huuu..i am damn lazy weyh..seriously..i mean it..because today,i really had a terrible time for my morning time..owh..please..i don't have to mention it..5 hours to spend only on malaysian studies..it's like totally crazy..and i'm hunger for the excitedness of that subject..but still can't!!..the subject was totally boring!!for me..but i think most of my friends think and felt the way like i think..haha..no doubt for that my dear...but yet,luckly every 1 hour lecture,we still can have a break..wee..

feeewhh..the crazyness of malaysian studies!haha..

during break okie..=p

But then,my day become cheerful back like as usual..because of my islamic studies..though,at first,only me and hannah attend the class out of 7-8 people for AUSMAT march intake..and i feel awkward in that class..because too few people only..first time in my life got only 2 students attend the class..haha..but i am so proud with myself because i managed not to open my mouth every 5 or 10 seconds..i managed to do that okayh!!i just fall in love with my islamic studies..again!! after i finished my spm syllabus..i find it very interesting..the lecturer explained to us here and there almost perfectly..and i feel like i won't skip my islamic studies for this 2 weeks..i like islamic studies since i was small..so,not a big deal for that..i can cope easily for that subject..since like only just both of us in that class just now,so,the lecturer tend to ask us more and ask wether if we have any problem to ask him or not..haha..that's cool huh..we can ask anything that we not really sure..hurm..whatever it is..it is totally exciting to learn islamic studies for tomorrow..yeeehaaaa..=)

awards night!

2009-11-21T20:35:00.015+08:00

yuhuu..awards night just passed by me..held on 19th November 2009..last thursday..from 6 p.m to 10 p.m..the last night that i could enjoy with my collegemate!!..yaaa..though,we have still a lot of days to spend after this for LAN subjects but days that we could spend only like a quarter of time..because we only same class for Malaysian studies!!perhaps!..huhu..okayh..stop with the dramatic action..hehe..for me,a quarter of time can be used with full of meaningful rite??so,that's what i'm gonna to do bebeyh.

i make myself sooo fast..then,i went to usha'a house..because my friends that same table with me are all over there..so,i asked my mum to sent me there..try to look forward what they are wearing and i tried to fullfill my time with touch up a little bit of my make up..ok3..honestly..i'm not a perfectionist in make up..so,i will just put the make up on my face..simply okayh!!haha..last time,i told one of my friend that tried to comment on my make up..i said to him..he can see me in a beautiful perfectionist appearance with a gorgeous make up when i get married 6-7 years later..hahaha..6-7 years later????cool huh?maybe it's too late some of them to get married..but for me..i want it to be planned like that..i just want to graduate first,then work and have my own satisfaction on here and there..hurm..)

The most unwanted part was..we had an accident a little bit at usha's housing area..not really housing area..just in front of her house..hurm..actually,kelly wanted to reverse her car...then maybe the sensor not really cover all the sight..and she didn't realised that got car behind us..so,she accidentally bang the car...the car was static..and that car was volvo..okayh..luckly not the new volvo but its OLD VOLVO..!!hurm..go on..the owner of the car wanted a big of 'ganti rugi' for that..honestly..i went out from the car and try to look wether it is serious or not..and guess what...his car was nothing!!!no scratch at ALL!! AT ALL!!..can you read my lips??if yes,good job!!erghh..that guy damn..annoying!!..i think kelly's car was more in troublesome..i think she have to change her bumper and her plat no..then,kelly called her dad and told him..and he asked her to take a picture..h0ho..that malay guy was like totally pale in blue..don't know why..maybe because he scared that his car can just be polished only..and not a big serious scratch or watever..so,maybe he will think how he can get the 'ganti rugi' right..erghhh..yah..i admit that we did a mistake..he's not wrong at all..but can't you just settle it with a polite manner man..??maybe we can give him a RM50 at most to polish his car..because his car was totally FINE compared to kelly's car..but whatever it is..hope kelly can settled it with that man.

here some pictures in awards night ceremony..i just upload a little bit only..more pictures i uploaded in facebook..thank you..=)

KLCC

2009-11-18T21:21:00.017+08:00

hello reader! =)
i'm back..yes!i'm back..it's totally me..
hooray..at last i can update my blog for a long time has been away from blogging..because i get easily addicted to blog if i start once..haha..first of all,i just finished my FINAL AUSMAT WACE EXAM a few days ago..hurm..conclusion for my exams..well,i will list all my subjects and how i can say about the exams.. haha..

1st paper : EALD known as English as Language and Dialect
I think this paper was ok..not really that hard n not really that easy..but i think the most difficult part was during the listening part..which i was not really can't understand the Australian accent..there are 2 part..but it just only for one part that i cannot understand..another part of question..i can understand what they are talking about..but the overall is i'm still scared about my EALD paper.

2nd paper : Applicable Mathematics

I really don't want to talk much about this PAPER..because i was totally SCREWED up the PAPER..i just can't help about it..hurm..i know2..i didn't do so much much effort for this subjects..but it's too hard for me..and i still wondering why i took this subject at the first place..hurm..*sigh**..Discreet Math is much easy than applics i guess..daaaa.i am such a BUMMER..!

3rd & 4th paper : Economics and Psychology

Hurm..guess what??i can get easily crazy when this two subjects were combined together..damn S***KS weyh..it's not i cannot do..but it is two subjects which we have to think hardly and memorise hardly about the topics..i studied hard for this two subjects..like almost everday i kept repeating reading the same things..and i can vomit to read again n again..duhh..but i think i did quite okay for my psychology paper..but for my econs..i have no enough time to finish it..that is always be my problem if i have to get through all the economics paper from sem1 until sem2 n until my final..errrrghhh..damn it..i hate dat..

5th paper : Accounting

Accounting was ok..not really that hard..i think its more easy than 2008 past year paper..i can do a lot of question also..but still not have enough time..although i didn't put down my pen at all for a second..i kept continue doing all the question..and yet not enough time..i am damn upset weyh..because i know i can do..but hopefully my marks will be ok..

so,that's the conclusion of my final exams..haha..seriously FINAL exam for my matriculation..i hope my TER will be fine..so,i can proceeds to my degree next year..obviously,i will counted my TER with the best 4 subjects;which is psycho,EALD,accounts and econs..owh,no applics okayh..no..thanks!duh..huhu..no more AUSMAT syllabus that i have to learn after this..huhu..gonna missed a lot of things that related with AUSMAT..my collegemate,my lecturers,our memories..huhu..sob3 =(

but we still have to study LAN subjects which is compulsory set by the government which is malaysian n islamic studies next week..maybe 2-3 weeks only before the exam..i mean LAN subjects exam..then,we will go our own way..maybe some of us will still continue study in sunway..but some of us are not..who knows..they will be pursue their studies so far far away..but i hope our memories will never end and remain forever in our heart n soul..ceyh..so dramatic..hahah..but seriously..i'm gonna mish them..

dotdotdot..

just now was fun..i really had a great time this morning..i went to KLCC with kamil..i am totally bored yesterday..i wanted to go out..but i don't know with who i want to go out..but then suddenly kamil called me last night and asked me wether i can go out with him or not to KLCC because he have to take some stuff that he booked at ZARA MAN..and i said YES for that..hoh0..

First,we went to kinokuniya bookstore..were there like 1 hour i think..the bookstore was nice..i like..i bought 1 book..i have to take my iniciative to improve my writing this time..so,during this 2 months before i can proceeds to my degree,i want to revise my grammar back for my broken communication..daaa...i know i am totally weak when it comes to speaking time..but i'm still in learning progress..haha..ok..so,just bought an english novel..not really thick..not really thin..not really in small writing..because i will not in mood if i have to read anything in small writing..haha..i mean for the first time to be an english novel reader..haha..it just me..tadaa..btw,i really2 can't wait to finish that book..wee..

At first,we wanted to watch 2012 movie..but the line was totally long and very crowded at the counter..i know..i know..it's a school holiday..everyone want to watch movie rite...??especially wednesday..hahaa...movie day!!..so,we cancelled our intention to watch..maybe next time..damn sad..but if we want to watch also..still we can't..because kamil have to go back early..since he had prom night tonight at sunway hotel for his SAM night..must be fun..can't wait for tomorrow..my AUSMAT awards night..and yet i haven't decided what i'm gonna to wear..maybe just a simple outfit perhaps..i don mind..the most important things,i want to enjoy for tomorrow's night..yeah..sadly,farhanah won't be there..huhu..sob3 =(

Then,we went to ZARA MAN,accompany kamil to take his stuff there..then,went to this eyewear shop to buy his contact lens..i don't want to say which shop..because there's a story behind this..guess what??..there was this one lady in that shop..she was like soooooo annoying..we donno why..like 'nak tak nak' to entertain us..i was like what the **** weyh..i hate that kind of people..why u can't just give us a beautiful smile..so we can buy many contact lens from your shop..ahahaha..*sigh*..my sentences doesn't make any sense..ahah..ridiculous want to buy a lot of contact just because for 1 smile..what i try to explain here is that lady have to respect others..okay..i admit we looks very very young..like high school students but we have feelings also..we can know which is good and which is bad..u don't have to show us your dislike face or whatever *bluerk* face..we ARE customer..we have right..so,thats your job to entertain us..duhh..whatever,lucky they sell reasonable price for the contact lens compared to others..if not,we will never want to buy at your shop lady..but thanks to another lady..because make our mood to cheer up back..=)

she was nice..she talked n explained to us very polite..i appreciate that..hurm..=)

After that,we went to dessert's bar..we want to try something new..and kamil was interested with the ice-cream..but at the end..he didn't order the ice-cream also..we ate a set of sandwich and a smoothies..it was totally nice and the food is very healthy..and the price not really expensive..i think it's worth it..and i just fall in love with that place..with the foods..and and very nice waiter overthere..they are friendly..hurm..=))..and we go back after that..here's some pictures that we managed to snap..outside was raining just now so we couldn't take any picture..damn sad..but it was enjoyable..thanks kamil!!glad to go out with you again next time..

it will never end

2009-10-20T11:52:00.010+08:00

it was so extremely fast..it's already 11.50..i didn't realise that..i just arrived to my house from college..like an hour ago..around 10.40 like that..n now the time like soooo fast moving..tick-tock-tick-tock..until it reach 12.00 a.m later..and complete the 24 hours time..and after that,we begin to start our new day again..and wait for the 24 hours to be end..aaaauhh..aaa...iiii...eeeeerr...i want the time to be slow..i'm scared time moving very fast..but sure la..if i cry until my blood coming out from my eyes also,i still can't change the time..hehe..

today,i had one class which is psychology class only..it's like 2 hours i'm in the college..i drove today..but my mummy wanted to use that car..so,like i drove back just now like soooo fast..i never drive like that before..i also shocked with myself..because my mom have an appoinment today..so,i cannot be late..i drove like thunder..can you imagine that..i never drive soooo fast before unless if i'm in hurry la..but yes..today i am really2 in hurry..i'm scared my mom will late..but thank god..nothing happen..then,i told my mom about that..and she scold me..ahah..how lame am i..she said 'just drive slowly..if anything happen,ur life will gone..that is the most important..'actually,i realised that..but i don't know sometimes if we drive like crazy manner..it was fun actually..it's like gave us an opportunity to be like a racer for a while..haha..although it just a MYvi car and not the sports car..and and by turning the radio to be LOUD while driving..it was soo fun bebeyh..but i'll make sure that i do it that once in a blue moon only..because my parents will get angry with me later..a-e-i-o-u..on top of that..it's DANGEROUS okayh!! children under 18: beware!!don't follow me..farhanah!! u are not 18 yet..so,better watch out..haha..

yesterday,i went to pyramid with my friends..we wanted to take our lunch over there..since like we don't want to eat at medan already..haha...almost 8 people i think went there..at first yasmin wanted to go..but she had another plan..so,she not following us..we were confused which restaurant we want to eat..so,end up..we just went to mcD..and half of us went to KFC and bought foods for ourselves..but we 'curik-curik' ate at mcD..since like mcD is beside KFC..so,that will be easy rite??haha..but then,luckly no one check us..if not,we are going to be kicked out from the restaurant..haha..then,after lunch,we went to archade (is this spelling correct??)..nvm..just check it out in dictionary later..hew hew..we played a few games..not really a few la..but 2 games only we played..but i played 1 game only..mario-kart..it was totally fun..and shaleen always kept winning..and i never win once also..huhu..sad2..=(..sob3...we went there just for a while only..while we played,shauni,farhanah and su yin watched movie..since like kelly drove her car..so,it was fine for 5 of us to go back college separately..

We went back to college after that..wanted to study at library..but library is totally FULL..with MUFY students..aiyo..everywhere in the library also can see blue t-shirt..either the 1st floor or 2nd floor..it's totally fulled..because MUFY had their trial this week..i guess so..so,we decided to empty class..and we checked our time table..but seems like sw-4-6 is empty..so,we study there..me and shaleen was discussed about the econs topic..which we are going to gave headache to read the notes for WACE..it's totally a lot man..but we are so lucky..because we don't have to read from the text book..we just to read from the notes that are given by ms.suzana..but fewwwhh..it still a LOT..i hope i can manage to read it..because i am L-A-Z-Y- bum-bum to read..i am not hardworking reader..even.my dad also knew that..hehe..

gtg..here some picture we took yesterday..

to ... : i'm glad that you are happy now than before..

unexpected

2009-10-12T21:43:00.022+08:00

i am a SUSHi King lover right now..i admit that i don't like and i can say i really hate2 sushi for a long time ago..like how many years i didn't eat sushi and my family also long long time not go to sushi king because of me..haha..because of who??because of me!! ( purposely repeated )..but because of yesterday,i became a sushi king lover!! yummy3X.no regret about it...the proof is..i ate sushi at sushi king again for my lunch today..with yong tsing,yee lin,yan hwa and tracy lim..i never eat with them for lunch before although i am quite close with them..haha..so,just now was our first time eat together..but j-anne..sob3..she's not there with us since like she is one of my wife..she should be there too..hu2..( only them know what i'm talking about..) haha..but again..okayh..i'm not a LESBIAN!!..i repeat again..i am definitely not a LESBIAN!!..haha..they are all my hunny bunny..wee.yippi..nvm j-anne..we eat together next time kayh..so,the moment for today and yesterday was unbelievable...what an unexpected things and moments that i never expect that drag me to be a SUSHI lovers!..duh..like my sister said..we have to choose the nice sushi..so,we can have an appetite to eat again..haha..yesterday,i went out with my family..since like we want to celebrate 3 birthday straight..which is celebration for my bufday,my bro's, and my dad's birthday..so,we want to try a new taste..we decide to go to sushi king at the end..nothing much to say..just a wall of my pictures..weeeheee..just enjoy the show..=)

day : sunday
venue : sunway pyramid
with : my beloved family =)

dAY : Monday

veNue : sunway Pyramid ( my playground )..^-^

wives : yee lin,yan hwa,yong tsing..j-anne not here..sob3 :(

fiancee : tracy lim..( haven't approave yet )..haha..LOL...

me and tracy!!

WE again!!
1

waiting..grrrr..

full of plates..

happy FAMILY tree..wink2

half of me..

do I have a PRIDE??..the answer is YES!

2009-10-10T11:14:00.011+08:00

life is hard isn't it??sometimes..maybe yes and maybe no..past few days ago..there is one strange girl gave me a comment and the comment sounds like sooooo 'deeeesssperate' comment..i can say that and i can confirm it as an 'unwell wishes'..well,the starter of the story will begin like this..sorry gurl,no heart feelings if you suddenly and not purposely to open my blog and read this statement..but it just not fair for me..i have a pride as a woman..okayh..not really a woman..but as a gurl..cause i am not too old to be called a 'woman' and not to be young to be called a 'gurl'..haha..okayh2..go on..don't want to waste time..this one girl is not my friend..i donno which earth she come from..nvm..she added me on myspace..i approved her..i don't know why i suddenly just approved her..because i'm not really simply approve people that i don't know..maybe because she is a girl..so,like i don't mind to approve her..then,she gave me a message and asked..wether i'm single or have been taken already by 'someone'..and i just simply replied her that i am totally single and straight forward i ask her 'why?'..daaaa..strong to be like this ogeyh..then..i received unexpected answer from her..she said: she tried to find a girlfriend for her friend and she said that guy is very nice..18 years old..and 'blablabla'..i was like what????? am i look like toooooooooo desperate girl to have a boyfriend and she try to be a matchmaker for me and her friend?? and i was straightly thinking..i have a PRIDE okayh!!!..i am not a girl that simply want a guy from where he come from and try to approve him like that..without knowing them first..what do you think i am??and i was like cursing that time..not really2 'bad cursing'..but just a little bit 'bad words' come from my mouth..and 1 more thing..is that guy is totally A desperate guy??if you are,try to find another gurl and totally that girl is not me!eerrrrgh...! but the truth is i am not angry at all but just shocked its do happen to me..like i have no pride..it's not wrong to find a girlfriend through a 'connection web'..but try to be a gentleman as a guy..try to get know that girl slowly or whatever it is..and don't be too desperate to ask other girl.or easily..ask ur fren to look straight for you and ask for the approvement to be attached..i can said that is totally horrible and can't be accepted by a girl like me!! and do 'mind your own wishes' people..

it was not my mistake..

2009-10-06T18:12:00.006+08:00

i don't have mood to write blog nowadays..only if i feel like my 10 cutey fingers want to touch this keyboard and type!!grrr...lazy dumm2 of me..i just got my psychology,EALD and accounting paper just now..it was like totally horibble..not really horrible..i can say that my marks are much higher this time compared to my EE results..and i think my marks are average..AVERAGE!!..i am only me..i cannot say that i am too sad..yeah..maybe i can say it too because i do really dissapoint my parents..but this is only ME..my average of me..i still in average level..i cannot expect to get results that i really2 can't achieve..i mean for this moment..yeaaa..people might advance in the future..but for me..i have to move forward slowly..i cannot be like bummm..getting higher marks like that..i cannot put higher expectation results for me to achieve..it just like not worth it!..i know very well how my ability could be..i can't just put my expectation for an A++ in such a way my level is just B or C+..because if i put higher expectation,i will be more suffer and become soooo..upset if i couldn't get at the end..because i cannot achieve the real high super expectation....hurm..but yes for sure..i want an excellent results..pleaseee..everybody also want..but at this moment..i will work harder for the last minute expectation..just same like what i did for my little tiny PMR and little advance SPM..from the worst trial to a better actual results..i hope i can excel more better for my entire AUSMAT..wish me luck people!!..to my parents,i won't dissapoint both of you again for this time..but i can't promise for my applics..hehe..i can't help on it..and yet i donno why..because i really2 sucks at MATH!..although if i do a lot of questions..

huhu..did my oral test yesterday..it was quite ok for me..but i donno how my marks are given to me..because i was talking to AUStralian people!! fuh..it was nervous that time..i can't really think about the points when she kept asking me questions one by one..but at least i have a point to talk about..i wasn't like keep quiet in that room..and blinking over the time..but i think 1 question i couldn't answer because i don't know what she asked!!..errghh..the question is something like this..( i donno wether correct or not )..'how speech can empowering your language'..i was like huh??i'm not really said 'huh?' to her..haha..but it was just my silent thought..and i was like..'can you repeat again the question'..duuh..although she repeated the same question also..i couldn't answer!! because i donno what point i want to say..it just a speechless moment when we already sat on that chair in that 'blessful' room..and talking with someone that we cannot see their face..only can hear their voice..and they can hear our voice..but i know they can see us..only us cannot see them..maybe because they don't want us to feel nervous..but yet daaa..we still nervous..because its an ORAL!!..spontaneously have to answer the questions... haha..but for me i prefer like that..because at least i cannot see their face..so,i will like less ''hurm..errrkk..'' to answer their questions..hehe..fullstop for that..gtg now..dada..
sorry for my bad grammar..i have to wake up now and digest my grammar lessons back..

what done is done..

2009-10-02T10:34:00.007+08:00

i'm in the library!!haha..alone..waiting for my friends..because they having their EALD class..maybe it takes time like 15-20 minutes..i have 5 hours break starting this week every friday..because my applics class for the tutorial finished already..now,we have to concentrate for our WACE exam..since like we left only 1 month to go before we can finish our matriculation..yeah..but then for 3-4 weeks or 1 month in november until december after WACE ,i didn't take note at all for how many weeks..we,march intake AUSMAT are going to suffer!!!..erghhh...seriously suffering..and even i'm being sophisticated now..because after our WACE..we have to complete our LAN subject which is the compulsory subject for all universities to take..suggested by the government..which the subjects are Malaysian studies and Islamic studies..damn..i am so pleased to study those 2 subjects but the problem is..i have to study like 9 hours per day for 2 subjects!! can you imagine that..that is too cruel..like malaysian studies for 5 hours per day and it will become 25 hours per week only for malaysian studies..add up with islamic studies which we have to study 4 hours per day..but i don mind to study islamic studies..because that is my favourite and scorer subjects when i was in my primary and secondary schools..but for malaysian studies..its history!! history..!!i will feel sleepy then for that 5 hours..erghhh!!..but i won't complain about it..what the..haha..i already complained it here..daaaa..nvm..maybe i have to accept it..it just a while..i am MALAYSIAN..so,we cannot complain about it..we have too..because i love my COUNTRY..so,i will done it..yeaaahaaa..wish me luck people..wink3..=(

last two days,i went to BSN ( Bank Simpanan Nasional )..*for those who doesn't know what BSN stand for..
i went there with my mum..since like i'm on my holiday that time..so,i take advantage to withdraw my money..because i want to transfer it to ASB ( Amanah Saham Berhad ) for my future..then,'alang-alang' i already at BSN,i want to buy pin.no for my cousins for politeknik application..so,i ask that lady in the counter..how i want to buy polikteknik pin.no?..the lady said here also can..so,i buy la..she give me something like receipt payment or whatever it is called..huh..too bad huh?? i'm an account student and i don't know what is it??..hehe..that is very terrible for me..go on..i thought i have to buy for the pin.no only and on9 for my cousins..but then after i paid,i only realised that i paid for my pin.no!! because of why?? because i paid under my name and my IC...owh s**t!!..i was like very shocked that time and a little bit frustrated because i'm wasting money..duh..i didn't realised that..long time ago,like my matrix pin.no also my school teacher did for us...errrrghhh..wasted!! my mom seriously like angry with me..because at first,she already warned me not to buy first..but as usual,i am very3 stubborn girl..go and buy the pin.no..and at the end,my mom ask me to pay back..huhu..RM6 for nothing!!..can you imagine that?? how stupid i am!!..

K.U.M ticket

2009-09-28T16:52:00.004+08:00

i found this last week!!

memories when i was f4..

a piece of tissue from tanta and sis ann..

my senior secretary of K.U.M..

which stand for Kelab Usahawan Muda ( The Entrepeneur Club )..

wat a suprise i still keep this thingie..soooo proud of it a little short while..hehe..

tanta,come and take a look of this..sure you will be suprise also..haha..

i think..but most probably yes!

he will get suprise..=)

wink3..=)

2009-09-28T16:30:00.002+08:00

this is my sister 'business blog' and her partner..
just wanna to promote it here in my blog..haha..
do come and visit to see the reasonable thingie ogeyh..
wink3..=)

http://ellriena.blogspot.com/

drop of sunshine

2009-09-28T15:40:00.007+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!

'Salah dan silap harap dimaafkan ye..

Halalkan makan dan minum..

semoga ceria di samping keluarga menyambut hari lebaran..

di bulan yang mulia ini..'

ikhlas dari nor zalikha bt nor azman dan keluarga..

untuk kaum muslimin dan muslimat..=)

wee..a new post today..last thursday equal to 4th day of raya..i just finished my applics exam..the last exam and the last day to get rid of heavy stress..yippi..because of why..?? because then i can only enjoy my raya..my actual raya..haha..but i think i am sooo lucky..to have exam during raya time..than people that have exam after raya..for me,that is moooooreee stressful ogeyh..i'm on holiday until this wednesday..like everyone start to go back to their school and college..and i was like stuck here..athome??..enjoy my holiday time..ahaha..like soooo sesat...(owg laen study,aku cuti...owg laen cuti,aku study..blablabla..)ok..go on..like 3 days (thursday after applics,saturday and sunday),i was not fully at home..enjoy hangout at my friends house because..some of them did 'open house' a.k.a 'rumah terbuka'..for 2 days cabob become my driver..haha..since like my house and his house like sooo near..not really near..but still near..so,he picked me up at home on saturday and sunday and went raya to our technic's friends and also a few of our teacher house..but like pity him..i didn't pay anything for the journey..he paid the toll and also fuel..ahah..when i ask him wether i have to pay him or not..he said no need..so,like okayh..because somethimes we have to bully him also..since like he always bully me at school!! *sigh*..cabob,don get angry okayh..(like he knows what i wrote in this blog..)ahaha..nvm,just express my feelings about this..thanks la cabob =) appreciate it bro..next time,can go jalan with you again..traaalala..

hee..yesterday,mummy's family ,nenek and mama's family came to our house..huu..like 'happening' giler arr..long time like my house not full with our relatives..have fun and enjoy sakan..seriously..( haha..kire meriah la umah )..with my aunties voice...my cousins voice..my uncle voice..our voice..haha..combined together and be one voice..became soo LOUD..daaa..luckly no one of our neighbour come and 'serang' us..hehe..and at last..we didn't snap any picture!!..frustrated..my sister wanted to...but she said she a little bit shy..what la..damn funny..

burst out!

2009-09-15T18:00:00.001+08:00

someone said this to me :
'Talking to you was nice,i can become me,wherenever i talk to you,talking to you,comfort my soul,turned my pale life into colourful..thanks because make me smiling..'

Owh,isn't that soooo sweet..i am really2 touched dear when you said like that to me..hurm..lets have a night talk again next time yah =)

090909

2009-09-12T17:45:00.005+08:00

heu..i like this date..it's my birthday..!! yeah..
thanks to those that wishing me on dat day...before or after 090909..
hehe..i am really appreciate that..
just celebrate with simple mood only..
yeeha..i got a new handphone from my parents..
as my birthday present..wee..thanks dad,mom..
i am excitedly happy and no words to describe about it..
since my old hp spoilt already last month..
at last i had a new hp..:))..hurm..still smiling until reaches my cheek..wee..
thanks to yasmin,usha and shaleen too..thanks you guys!!..
cause gave me a 'rantai' with love shape thingie..
love it..!! :))..
and one more thing,the 'rantai' also change colour when our mood is change..
not really our mood actually but it's more basically change according to our body temperature and surroundings..and my colour always change to BLUE..ahaha..
donno why..which is stand for HAPPY mood..!!although sometimes..i feel soooo stressed and yet..it still change to blue..blue??happy??ahaha..don get it.. it supposed to change to RED!..
watever it is..i LOVE YOu gUYS..u all also love me rite??ahaha..=p

orait..i was told by my juniors from my technic school that my picture was sticked on the board near warden room..i was like soooo suprised and shock..and they ask me this..

'akk,dpt scholarship dr sunway yeh??kos AUSMAT kan??'
i was like..'ha'ah'...cmne tau niyh'?
and she replied me..'laaaa...gamba da terpampang lekat kt skola'..

i was totally SHOCKED that TIME!!
at first,i don't believe at all..and then..my pet sis called me later at night and said the same thing..
and the weird thing is...how my school got my picture??even i also don't have one of it..
and btw,the scholarship that i got is just entrance scholarship by Tan Sri Dato' Seri Dr. Jeffrey Cheah..hurm..wink..weird..

expectation for my MOCK exam..::
i am totally want to excell my applics exam..duh..damn hard!! but i tried to improve for my MOCk..
hurm..hopefully i can get a great marks for my EALD,ECONS,PSYCHO And ACCOUNTS..
really hope for that..my FAVOURATE subjects!! yehaaa..here i come..!!
but..but..i am really2 frustrated..last week..i study hard for my psycho..memorise all things..
and rite now..i feel like i forget everythings!!erghhhh..stressful!

to kecique at KBU college :good luck to you too beb!!

september

2009-09-07T11:16:00.005+08:00

welcome!!

my cakepie birthday!!

september calendar..

03/09/09 - Azrul Azhar ( KTU , ex-TIKL )

07/09/09 - Yasmin

08/09/09 - Haire ( awie )

09/09/09 - Yeah..me!! and and eMiyl..

11/09/09 - Sarrah Alia

13/09/09 - Thenesh Dayalan

20/09/09 - Heidi ( Beyi ) &...nuRfaDzilah

21/09/09 - Haqim ( Aqi )

29/09/09 - Amira ( mya ) , deqna and kakna..=)

Hepi bufday to all of you..!!

may god bless you..and may happiness come to you.. =)

wish you all the best..

my thought..

2009-09-04T09:05:00.004+08:00

okayh..
today,like no words to say...
suddenly yesterday i'm thinking like..
a lot of man are annoying..
yerrr...i purposely to think that.
i think like my 2nd time i feel
like i hate BOYS!!
they annoyed me..
i donno why i think like that..
maybe some of them.
yeah..and some of them..
are very-very nice to me..
i cannot say i hate all guys...
that's not fair to some of them..and and..
people will assume i'm lesbian then rite??
just because of minority of guys..
that are totally annoyed me..
i will said that i don't like the majority one..
yah..it's time!! again...
last time also..i feel the same things..
it's like a season for me..
ahaha..
no heart feeling guys..
i just express my words..
to release my extension wire in my head..
blink..blink....
you can throw your defend words if you want..
i really don't mind..
different people have different opinions and thought right..??
so,this is it..

Independence day..52th

2009-09-01T00:06:00.002+08:00

not too late to wish..

ehehe..

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY!!

to all malaysian..

i am totally proud to be one of malaysian..

yeeehaa..live in multicultural society..

not forgotten..1 MALAYSIA yah..

speech

2009-08-28T18:44:00.008+08:00

had my EALD test just now..from 2.30p.m to 4.00 p.m..yeah..today's test is focusing on writing..which we have to write a speech..there's a two choices question which is basically about current issue in australia and another one is current issue in western Australia..but we have to choose one only..so,i decided to choose a question based on the current issue in Australia..actually like in class,we have to do the assignment about the topic which is issue that happen in the world,in australia and also in western australia..but then,so lucky the question is based on the topic that we have digested..but daaa..i donno why suddenly i am blank and cannot think about the topic that happen in western australia..duh!so,i make up my mind to choose current issue in australia..at first i wanted to do about racism issue..because i did that topic before..but then i think again like racism issue is a sensitive issue..so,i don't want to do..and at the end i just write about recession that happen in australia..luckly i take econs subject..at least i know what to write than write something that i am not very sure..

at foyer,meeting martin,jeyshaan and larry..larry have a break at this moment in his college..i mean he's from another college..just drop by to our college..ahah..and then martin ask me..'what topic you wrote??'..and i said 'recession in australia'..then he said..that topic is likely more to global issue..every country also faced the recession..i was like 'huh!'..yeah..basically i know that recession topic is a global issue which is more to world issue..but i don't have any an idea that time..so,i just wrote it..better than nothing write?? and i was like too frustrated because i'm scared i will lose a lot of marks..huhu..then jey said..nvm..my issue is still ok..its still current issue..anything also can write about it..no doubt for that..huhu..i was relieved then..

in car,on my way home..my dad suddenly ask me..got any test today?? i was like..(since when my dad have a strong instinct about this..??)hehe..and i was like..yah..just now,i had my eald test and blabla..i said that i wrote about resession for my topic..and i ask him..is it ok?? and he replied me with a positive emotion and answers..eventually,i was like totally and heavenly relieved for the second time..but just wait and see for the marks..hope i can get better marks for that..wee..=)

huu..like many times my pancik gave me a message yesterday but i didn't reply...no credit la pancik..sorry kayh..??
he asked me to wake him up for sahur also..owh,pity him...maybe mancik kejutkan next time kayh..(hoping that he can hear what i want to tell him..) hurm..okayh guys..that pancik is my friend yah..we called each other like me as mancik and i called him as pancik..ahaha..just for fun people!! cute nickname...teehee..

joy! =)

2009-08-27T16:48:00.015+08:00

hola people..yesterday was the first time i break my fasting at college..with a group of muslim which mostly are pre-U students..yeah..i mean most of them..that doing MUFY,A LEVEL,CIMP and also AUSMAT..and maybe another course also there..but i didn't notice and never know..ahah..sorry..because like malay students there are very very few and the population like a small piece of cake.hurm..at first,planning not to go...but fanah said she and hannah want to go..so,i was like wanted to go then..maybe can get a new friends there..i mean malay friends..teehee..like farhanah said..well fanah..i know what u mean okayh..=p farhanah,u are so so naughty!!..
but at the end..hannah cannot come because she said she had stomach-ache..so,like just 2 of us the ausmatian there that are stuck in the crowd of people..ahaha..btw,thanks to ustazah because maryam said that she cook the foods...we ate rice with a few of dishes..which is meat,chicken and a little bit of vegetables..and we just paid RM1 for that..can you imagine..??can you?can you?with RM1 we can eat a lot of things..wuaaa....damn nice..and i was thinking about my technic school during that time..where I stayed in hostel when i was in form 5..we ate together like a family..yeah..basically..in hostel,like we treat our friends like a family members..then,performed terawih prayer together..went for moreh after terawih...then,as usual..go for a night prep to study..and the next morning,sahur together..wee..especially with my dormmates..i am very2 close with my dormmates than my classmates..maybe we always together in a dorm..sharing problems,doing work together,eat together and even sleep together..ahaha..don't be suprise..but no lesbian okayh..no bad mindset ya..ahaaha..that's the reasons why we are very close to each other...all are because of we are always TOGETHER!..haha..huu..i really2 missed my past time...i hope i can turn back the time..but i can't..just hoping that we can do a reunion in the future..gathering back like before..huhu..hurm..=( sob3x..

moving on,before me and fanah went back home..while waiting for my mum to fetch me..as usual..again..yah..what we always do is.....PICTURE TIME!!!..teehee..more addicted to that..donno why..don't have any treatment for that..ahah..because it's FUN okayh..here some of the pictures that we snap yesterday..as a routine,i will always uploaded the pictures that we snap..never missed for that..yeahaa...here we come!!..the background of sunway university college at night..i mean..only at our foyer..ahakx..

the picture seems not very clear enough..maybe..because we are too far from the camera..ops!eheh..

law?

2009-08-24T13:42:00.007+08:00

pity arizan...just now,he messaged me and said that he didn't do well in his law exams..he said like it's damn hard!..hurm..nvm arizan..maybe it takes time to suite the new way of exams format..i noe you can do well and better next time..caiyok2.gambate!!..even dila also said that she can't really understand law subject..like wanna to cry to do the question..nvm people!just cheer up..and pick the new leaf to be better..okayh??..i will support u all from left,right,behind,in front and all the way..ahaha....even i'm not a good respondent to make u all calm and even myself..but i'm a good and loyal listener and i'll try my best to be an understanding person..wee..yippi..=)..no heart feelings people..=p

snap!

2009-08-24T12:49:00.015+08:00

arguement with my little brother..actually,not a really heavy or big arguement..ahaha..and even it's not called an arguement also..chatting with him just now...while i'm in the library and he's at home..enjoy his school holiday..walaweyh..damn fun..i don't have break also..this make me jealous and missed my school life..huhu..sadness..=(...yesterday i called him 'beyi'..ahah..just wanna to give a new name to him...and i keep calling him that name since last night..but unfortunantely he don't like me to call him like that..adoi..but the name is soundly soooo cute..near to 'bayi' or baby..ahaha..even he's already 14 and i still like to treat him like a baby..and dat's the reason why i called him 'beyi'..daaa..damn funny..okayh heidi..i won't call you like that anymore..but i won't promise you that..teehee..well,.u know me..who am I..but nvm..it's fair..u called me jelly...actually..the whole family called me jelly also..not only him..haha..because of why??sheesh..secret! ahaha..because it is totally embarassing if i tell the reason..hurm..and just now i said to him..it's ok..jelly is nice to eat..and then he replied me..beyi is cute..daaaa...still like want to praise himself..but heidi..u are cute okayh...but a little bit dark la..natural skin...'sweet black!'..eheh..=p peace..no war!

yesterday,went to my grandma's house at keramat..visit her..she stayed alone..pity her..she have to break fast alone..go to surau alone to do tadarus and solat terawih...nek,take care kayh..we all love you..have time,we do come again to visit you..i'm used to stay with my grandma's long time ago..when i was small..so,i'm a little bit close with her..because my old house is nearby her only..and then we moved when i was 8..from that on,i'm not really stay with my grandparents already...because my current house like too far..then,bought satay for her...wanted to buy at samsuri satay stall..but not open yet..because maybe we went there too early..and then just went to bazar ramadhan at setiawangsa and bought our food and her satay...but we didn't break fast with her because my dad said that he wants to solat terawih at mosque nearby our house..so,like be4 six,we went home already...

then,accompany my sister to giant supermarket because she wanted to but some stuff...stupid things..when we already entered to giant and pick all the things that we want to buy,then suddenly my sister said that she forgot to withdraw money from the bank..and i was like 'huh?'..daaa..the machine like too far..hoho...basically i don't mind..but it's like almost 7p.m...i'm scared that my mum will get angry because it was like nearly time to break our fast..so then we pay fast and get off from giant with a big step..and she drove the car like too fast..because we run out of time..but luckly when we reached home,my mum was not angry with us..fewh..thank god..and still have time to prepare our food...

here's some picture that we snap before we went giant..my sister addicted to take pictures...=p..ahaha..LOL..giant is crowded!have to wear mask..!

have to go surau no..chiowzzz...

roof top

2009-08-22T13:58:00.011+08:00

yesterday was the last day having lunch with my frens which is kelly,yasmin,usha and shaleen..because me and yasmin will start fasting on saturday which is today..ahaha..without fanah..!!because she's having EALD class but me and usha company her makan at cafetaria after she finished her class..ahah..nothing much..just talk about our past time..wee..usha said that she had a crush on malay guys..i can't imagine that time..ahaha..and she had her first crush when she was kindergarten.usha..we are same..!LOL..but we all will continue having lunch together back after raya..teeehee..welcome ramadhan! the blessful month...then,we went to roof top before we went to our account class..we lepak first at taman..as usual,snap a few of pictures..with naughty fanah,yasmin and usha...sadly,shaleen had class that time..so,she cannot join us..pity her..nvm..maybe next time kayh shaleen...=p

here's the pictures..

question and answer..

2009-08-20T11:58:00.007+08:00

2 questions people will keep asking me until now..

first question..: why i went to college??

how i'm supposed to say..?hurm..yeah..basically i'm in sunway university college now..doing my ausmat which is pre U programme..basic reason why i'm here is because of my dad ask me to pursue my study here..so,i just follow him..at first i really2 don't want because i think about my dad's money..because i'm a person that don't really like branded things or expensive thingie..not because i don't have interest on that..but just because of the PRICE okayh!!..and my education expenses like can achieve until thousands ringgit..wah..can you imagine for that??i was never imagine that i will continue my study in any private college after i finished my spm..i could wish that i just pursue my study in matrix or any public university..because i'm not a good student neither..so,like i feel if i pursue my study in college,my dad's money will be wasted..i told my mom and dad...and they said..this is like investment for my dad to sent me here..and my job is to study hard and achieve excellent results for my exams..n the real is..it was a really2 challenging for me..huhu..but i will try my best..seems like my dad already spent a lot of money to send me here..so,i have to work hard for it rite..although it's quite tough for me to suite with a new syllabus of education which is AUSTRALIA syllabus..but i will work hard for it!!yeah..people!!do come and join me..wink2..and people will aks me..do u get a scholarship to enter the private college??and generally the answer is.... no!!..huhu...like i said..i am not clever enough to get any scholarship..duh!...ahahah..but i'm happy to study here after a few months..and i think i'm gonna miss all my friends here after we finish our matriculation end of this year...huhu..best moment with them..yeah..n also i think i have more confidence to talk with other people after this..no shyness at all..but i hope it will be contiously..daaa..my dreams okayh..hehe..=)

and it was fun to stay or live and mixed in multicultural society..yippi..can get well to noe about their culture also..and especially the language!!..wee..i'm gonna to learn chinese language every day...feel like chinese language is very important to work with chinese company..hoho..but i hope i can manage to learn..**sigh**

second question..: can i read your blog,zalikha??

owh..yea..well..daaa...of coz..blog is for fun and to read right..?? blog is for public reading!! can you get it??maybe not all people ask me like that but i think just one this guy ask me that question..ahaha..so,like i wanted to explain it here..duh..maybe blog can be explained to be an online diary..but not all private things we can share in our blog rite??..ahaha..especially about the 'heart feelings' thingie..kahkah..but its up to a person on how they write their blog..they have right to post anything that they want..but for me..i just write a new post when i have a story to tell and wat happen to me in the whole day..if only i have feelings and mood to write on that particular of time..ahaha...

new chapter!!

2009-08-19T23:46:00.011+08:00

heya people..i'm back..!!yeah..i am very2 damn lazy to write a new post!! don't have mood and feelings to write..being busy all the time with other stuff.. donno wat..new hot story!! i..just sign up for facebook last tuesday..*sigh*..yeahaa.. daaa..like fana help me to sign up..ahaha.. cause i'm so lazy to sign up by myself..credit to her..!!..wink3..i hope i'm not get addicted.. yeah...but sure cannot..because my fren said that they are addicted with facebook!!owh no..nvm..just have fun rite..ahaha..supposely wanted to sign up after my WACE exam..but hurm..donno suddenly change my mind to sign up more early...heee..because more easy to contact with my ex-lower secondary schoolmate and my collegemate..

waiting for kamil to give me the pictures that we snap last friday in KDU..but i still waiting and waiting until this moment n this seconds..daaa..he like suddenly missing in action..aiyo..like how many days i wait for him..and now i cannot update my *colouful wall of picture* in my blog..ahaha..because i tend to become a very professional photographer dat day using his expensive camera..huh...upset!!ahaha..soooo perasan one la me..no heart feelings people..ahaha..so,like i wanted to put the picture as my memories..nvm..maybe another time..or maybe i should bring my own camera next time..don't have to wait for other resources and can upload faster..yeah..if only my camera with me..duh! because my sister always hold it for her own use...so,like i cannot use the camera..pity me..hurm..=(
ahaha..but i don mind because i rarely use the camera..eheh..

summary of my jouney for 3 days last week..:

(Friday)
-went to KDU at about 4.30 o'clock..invited by dila to attend MKM held by her college..MKM which is stand for 'malam kebudayaan melayu'..sort of 1 malaysia celebration..ahaha..
-a lot of performance presented by the students..and2...special guest..zainal abidin came and do a performance!!..wee..LIVE man!!
-huaaa..i want my pictures!! duh..depressed!!
-had a long conversation with dila and kamil..
-and enjoy!!
-but have to go back fast like 11 p.m?? never go back late like that before..ahaha..

(Saturday)
-went out wth cabob..he fetch me at home and then fetch roy in cheras..after that..went to my beloved TIKL..yippi..visit some of my teachers and my buddy nn my juniors..mish them a lots..i bumped into my pet bro..and he was like blur when he saw me n never entertain me also..he didn't talk to me and even greet me..daaa...badly..!!sooooo sad..damn sad..he's the first one that i really2 miss when i left the school..ergh..nvm..serious like damn sad...owh..i wish he could hear my heart broken feelings..huhu..sokayh..maybe he stress or watever..hope he doing fine now..and more concentrate with his trial n also spm [coming soon!!]..but he's getting handsome nowadays..eheh..been proud of that for a while..teeehee...
-then get off from TIKL n wanted to fetch my pet sis..in bangi..but from KL,we already sesat like an hour..because we donno how to go to bangi from there..and it was like me and cabob only awake n try to find the way..n we just go anywhere follow our instict to get out fom that place while roy nicely sleeping at the back..zZzZzZz..because maybe he too tired..and finally!!yeah..we reach bangi..weee..happy for that..ahaha..i kept teasing my pet sis with cabob..ahaha..donno why..feel like there's a chemistry between them..then went to alamanda...had our lunch at pizza hut..n watched movie..wee...district 9..yeah..seriously had fun on that day.but forgot to snap picture..wasted owh!!hope can hangout like that again after my MOCK exam..which is after RAYA..huhu..if they still around here..i mean if they in KL..yeah..basically..hoho..

(Sunday)
-yeah..balik kampung!!went back to my dad's hometown in malacca..
-nothing much to say..but seriously miss my grandma sooo much!!...i cannot go back for raya in malacca this year..since i have to stay here to do my revision for my MOCK exam..damn sad weyh..huhu..sob3 =(

MOCK exam is just around the corner people... !!
16/08/09- EALD
17/08/09- ECONOMICS
18/08/09- PSYCHOLOGY
23/08/09- ACCOUNTS
24/08/09- APPLICS MATH
26/08/09- ORAL TEST..(I'M not sure about this date)

caiyok!! caiyok!! gambate!!

sunway lagoon!!

2009-08-08T11:17:00.013+08:00

yeah..sorry not updating yesterday night..sooo..and damn tired..after went back from lagoon..i took my dinner and then i go to sleep..wanted to study but my eyes wanted to close..by looking my bro's bed and the pillow..huuu..i cannot stand!!..pecum..go to the bed and sleep..nice dream..ahah..feel like i donno anything happen around me because i'm in a deep sleep..miow2..LOL..

yesterday was fun and totally awesome..had a great time with my friends..thanks to govini because she can get the ceaper price for the ticket..the ticket was RM35 per person for two theme..dry park and wet park..here some picture that we take..

thanks and sorry to my sister..i borrowed her long tight and her shirt and also her shade..ahah.. without telling her..sooo..sorry..but btw..fair2 okayh..you borrow my clothes..i borrow yours one..

hurm,we went many places yesterday..played a lot of games..and it was totally awesome..i'm scared about the high and still want to play sort of games that we can look down on the ground or or turn around 360 degree..OMG..i felt my life is flying already..i always close my eyes..i don't dare to look down..i always said....oh no! oh no!..why i choose this game to play...but at the end..i still want to because wanna to feel the feelings if we are in the high level..

and then..there's a story which suddenly i want to cry..yes..i cried!!..so embrassing!!...the story begin like this..when we wanted to play roller coster...like there are 5 of us..so,like usha and shaleen sit together..and i supposed to sit with nitha..but i pity to see fanah sit alone..so,like..i don mind to sit alone behind them..because i really2 don mind..so,i sit alone...and i sit at the second row from behind..and then suddenly..there are two malay guys coming and sit behind me..at first..i feel nothing la..they sit behind me..and they seems like look so fine..but then,during the time the roller coster wanted to move..they keep teasing me...i was like..'what the H***'..F*CK!'..sorry to say it here..i have been cursed them like so many times in the roller coster..and i was not shout at all..because they really2 make me mad...feel like i want to say face to face to them..'weyh bodoh!! ko boleyh jgn kacau aku tak??bodoh!!..ingat aku kecik nk buli aku la...bangang!!..da la muka mcam aku nk tembak ngan senapang askar yg besar tu..xde otak ke!..siut je...'..i am totally2 angry..hate it...stupid!!..spoil my mood...and when i'm totally angry..i will go away from anyone that is near to me..because i don't want to spoil their mood too..if i angry with someone..i will keep quite and not try to talk with another person..like better i go away and try to calm myself rite??..so,other people will not hurt because of my bad mood and attitudes....since like in my secondary school..if i'm in bad mood..my friends will not dare to greet me or talk with me..because they know me very well already..

After that,i took my bag..and go far away from my friends..and then i heard someone called me..and i looked farhanah try to persuade me and ask me why i cry..and i told all the reasons..and she was like..never mind..forget about that two guys..don spoil ur mood...think about our money..yeah...and i was like relieve a bit after that..thanks fanah..u r so sweet..love you!..yeah..i should enjoy..i should thinking about my dad's money..=)..simpang malaikat maut 44 if i forced to have a boyfriend like that two malay guys..huh! hopefully it's not going to happen to me...hurm...

bracelet

2009-08-06T20:05:00.007+08:00

nothing to say much in this post..but just wanna to introduce a very colourful and cool stuff which is...usha's bracelet!!..damn nice weyh..ehehe..here..take a look..

this is usha's bracelet..ahaha..actually her mom's one..=p

teen !!..she's the model for usha's bracelet..ahaha..purposely cover her face because of her sexy eyes..eheh..

taken in account class..credit to yasmin and usha..yippi..

and i do look FAT!

maybe because of my posing position..ahaha..LOL..

(just a reason to cover line)

can't wait for tomorrow..sunway lagoon!! i'm coming !!yeah..

girls,cya all!!

6th August

2009-08-06T10:12:00.009+08:00

tO : pEI Ling, Kelly and Shauni...

Happy advanced birthday !!

~ 6th August 2009 ~

Sweet 18 !! =)

wait..i would like to sing a song for you all..

yeah..basically bufday song..

ahaha..because i donno how to sing

another song..sorry??

but this song is sincerely from me..

LOL...

Happy Bufday to you,

Happy Bufday to you..

Happy Bufday to 3 of you..

Happy Bufday to you..

yeah...

may God bless you all..

may happiness always with you girls..

wish u all the best in watever you do..

don be naughty2 okayh..

old already..i'm still young..

wahh..ahaha..:P

don't let the past experience to be your next future..

tadaaa...

Luv u all...mmmmuuahh..(hug and kiss)

will update soon...[10.30 a.m]..have to go to psycho class now..xoxo.

it was like a dream..

2009-08-05T18:58:00.008+08:00

okayh..dis morning..as usual i 'lepak' with my frens at cafetaria..martin likeee soooo emo..sad maybe??donno la..he seems that he's not okayh..i hate when he's like that..yeah..basically i like to see when he is happy and hyperactive..ahaha..always kacau people aroud him..not emo like this morning..arh..nvm..he always like that..i'm use to it already..ahaha...anyhow,martin..i love you man..u still the best...but later evening,i met him..he looks fine and okayh...at last,thank god..=)..i relieved for that..LOL..

Today's lunch we ate at lunch box which is indonesian restaurant i guess..yeah..the branch of restaurant from indonesia..i ordered indozest spicy fried rice...i ordered because the name sounds soooo weird..i donno la..i always like to try the new taste..yeah..but u guess wat..after i taste my foods...aiyo....i don like it..it taste so weird..like too oily..and not nice...duh...why arr..i'm still thinking everytime i ordered new and weird food that i never eat..it doesn't taste nice..*sigh*..watever it is..the food is in my stomach edi..ahaha...and i paid for it..owh..not forget to mention that shaleen skip her applics class today!...hoho...because she said applics boring..yeah..i agreed with her basically..ahaha...but we are in different class..i think my class is more fun perhaps..because tracy heard from azhar..duh..maybe for him la..not for me..i'm not interested with that..especially applics class..because i will feel that i'm soooo stupid person in the world..=(

On friday,we don't have any class because all the lecturers have a conference session at sunway medical centre..yahoo..no class...!! and we are planning to go sunway lagoon on friday...like many my classmate want to go there..but still donno the price..i kept thinking about my money in my purse...my allowance like RM 150 a month..so,i have to use the money wisely.. at least i have to spend RM 50 for that outing..maybe we can get discount..fanah said that..the initial price is RM 48..maybe we can get discount after we show our student card..i really2 hope for that..nn govini said maybe she can get half price because her dad is working for travel i think..i'm not sure also..just wait for next day to know the actual price so i can know my budget..ahaha..i also have to save RM25 for MKM in KDU held on 14 august which is next friday..wee..huuu..i can't wait to go sunway lagoon..long time i didn't go there..like for how many years..ahaha..tooo excited..i told my mom in the car just now about that plan..n she said..yes..she gave me permision to go..wink2..but i haven't tell my dad yet..hope he will approve..hurm..let see...wish me luck people...yeah..

just now,i opened my comment box..n i got a comment from hyqal..a.k.a cabob..ahaha..n guess wat..he said..'weyh,asal ko nmpk makin bulat ni??aku kat sini makin kurus!..'haha..a big laugh on dat..adoi..mana taknye..aku study,mkn..duduk terlentang..gemokla..not like him...take army!..not really army..but still under tudm..i guess so..sorry if i'm wrong..i can't remember la..ahaha..so bad i don't remember..a lot of stuff in my head..but i think he's in tudm..yeah..n he keep asking me when i want to belanja him..yeah..for sure..because i already promised him..ahahah..LOL..nvm if i'm fat..i try to diet now...i'm trying okayh...
CABOB!! I will..wait for the new zalikha..but overall is..i LOVE my BODY!!..=)

'it was like a dream'..i donno why i write this for my post title....ahaha...no idea on that..

friendship or friedship ??

2009-08-04T10:38:00.006+08:00

today's psychology quiz..hurm..i can answered all the questions..yeah..i'm happy for that..wink2..like two quiz which is covered for 2 subtopics, communication and relational influences..and....i think just one question i cannot answered properly...which is....'what is the meaning of LAD??'...daaa..i'm stuck there..i just remembered about the input and output of LAD..and i just wrote it..yeah..done!..maybe i can get 0.5 over 1 mark perhaps..=) lol..

i got a message from my pancik this morning..tralala..which the message is sounds like this..

If A is 1,B is 2,C is 3..and so on..and the last alphabet, Z will be 26...

Then, L + O + V + E is 54 . F + R + I + E + N + D + S + H + I + P is 108 .

isn't it interesting ??

FRIENDSHIP is twice more stronger that LOVE =)

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER too PANCIK !

see...it is proven..that friend is everything rite??...yeah..
basically friends are more important in our life after our family..wee..
we cannot find a truthly friend if we have lost one..but we can find any lover if we have lost one..
is anyone agree with me?? ahaha...(big laugh)

diarrhoea =(

2009-08-02T22:59:00.011+08:00

i'm having diarrhoea since last nite...so pain n very uncomfortable..i think like many times i get in and out from the toilet..it's all because i eat a lot of chillies last night..i ate at this one indonesia cuisine restaurant..i like spicy so i ate a lot of chillies..can you imagine?i have to eat spicy food at least one day..?ahaha..very funny aite..maybe i use with it..because from small,i stayed with my grandparents..and they are from negeri sembilan..so,as you know..negeri sembilan's foods are mostly are very spicy and use a lot of coconut milk..yummy3..ahaha.. and because of that..i love to eat spicy foods..and at least once in a day..LOL..but
yester day foods are really2 kill my stomach! duh..

yeah..shaleen and usha influenced by me!..which is influenced to blog..shaleen already created a new blog yesterday..and usha continue blogging again after long time she stop blogging..and..and watever it is..hope you all not addicted like me and farhanah..ahahaah..rite farhanah?? :P

yesterday..i message my dear fakhri..weyh,mish him a lots..like long time not contact him..because he's too busy with his preparation for SPM..like how many months to go...wee..then he will free..i cannot come to his school which is my ex-school..ahaha..like no time to visit him..too busy..because i also have to concentrate with my studies..i will finish my AUSMAT on november..then,insyaallah..i will continue my degree next year..yeah..but i'm still thinking where i want to continue my degree..wether i want to do 2+1 ( 2 years here and a year in aussie ) or 3+0 (3 years in malaysia)..but my family said that better do 2+1..at least i have an experience to study in overseas..hurm..so how??..i'm too scared to go to other country..alone??owh..no!..but i love to stand on my own feet..try to be independence..n i'm still keep going on thinking about it..maybe i will decide later once i finish my matriculation..traalalala..

pssss..fakhri is my petbro okayh..=)

speechless

2009-07-31T19:11:00.002+08:00

i hate when he delete me..

silent and speechless..

LuLuLala

2009-07-31T18:40:00.011+08:00

i wanted to eat 'kuew teow bandung'..because i feel like soooo 'mengidam' today..ahaha...donno why..n at last i got it!..huuu...i feel i'm the happiest person in my own world...tralalaa..i had lunch with fana just now..and we only ate at cafetaria..i will only eat at cafetaria like 4 days in a week..another day i will eat at medan or medan and medan?huh!..no place to go anymore..owh.ya...if i feel free,i will go pyramid..like once a month..ahah..although it just near my college..10-15 minutes only..nn nowwwwww....i feel like i want to eat 'kuew teow bandung' again for my dinnner..duh! 'kuew teow bandung' become my favourite..never mind..fana also like to eat 'tomyam' what...ahaha..that's not a big deal..n luckly that food is ver delicious compared to sarawak laksa that i ate that day at laksa shake restaurant..feel like a mud!

fana like a crazy woman just now..ahaha..sorry to say that dear..but very nice to hangout with her..never stop laughing if i'm with her..i like to tease her..n she also like to tease me..LOL..n the important part for today isssssss.....she introduced to me 'keropok lekor'....i mean not because i donno wat is 'keropok lekor'..daaa..but she introduced me to one stall that sell 'keropok lekor'..ahaha..since like i very rarely to eat at cafetaria for lunch..so,i do not know very well all those foods..ahaha...aiy0o..sounds funny..after went 'makan'..we snap some pictures near AUSMAT stuff room..which there is a garden...so nice weyh..but the weather is hot....like i can burnt all my fat under the sun...ahaha..here we go..!

today,i'm wearing baju kurung..so,feel like more ayu than fana..yeah..i win fana...ahah..yeah...win for 'ayuness' title..n fana,you won for the 'crazy woman' title okayh..ahaha..

rainy feelings...

2009-07-30T16:30:00.007+08:00

i have to do a lot of stuff tonight..
a new assignment is coming on..which is EALD assignment..
and yet pyschology assignment i haven't start yet..
duh..so many things happen today..
i did my applics homework halfway only..like sooooo HARD..
i told shaleen n she agreed with me...pei ling also said like that..
so,i'm not going to feel that i'm the one that said it's hard..
the question i did just now is probability topics..since f4 or f5..
i noe i hate that topics..n i have to face again in college..no choice okayh..
*sigh* mumbling myself alone in this library..
i have to memorise psychology notes for tomorrow quiz..
like 2 topics to finish in ONE NIGHT!! damn it weyh..
can you imagine that...??n yet the topics are not short..it's LONG..it's a lot of point that we have to remember..
and i'm thinking that we are totally in rushing situation now..
the WACE EXAM schedule is paste on the board already..
and suprisingly that my econs and psychology exams will be held on the same day..!!
duh..hate it..like econs,we have to memorise,understand a lot..and currently..of course psychology subject also we have a lot to memorise...n we will suffer on that day..ahah..because of too much of essays to write!!
HELP ME!..auhh..still mumbling again...
just now..shaleen said something...n i don't get it..
ahaha..shaleen!! i will force you to tell me..okayh..
i'll wait for that..
perhaps tomorrow i will ask her again..because today i don't have same class with her..
but i met her just now..yeah..n she ask me to online today..
but with a lot of things and stuff...i cannot online..sooooo sorry dear..
but maybe we can spend time on FRIDAY together...not forget with USHA also..
tralalala..mish u guys..=)

muslims..=)

2009-07-29T22:38:00.003+08:00

A beautiful hadith..( taken from myspace bulletin )
Read and try to menyelaminye...renung2kan..=)

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) said: 'When a man dies and his relatives are busy in funeral, there stands an extremely handsome man by his head. When the dead body is shrouded, that man gets in between the shroud and the chest of the deceased..

Selepas pengebumian, semua orang pulang ke rumah, 2 malaikat Mungkar dan Nakir, datang dalam kubur dan cuba memisahkan lelaki kacak ini supaya mereka boleh menyoal lelaki yang telah meninggal itu seorang diri mengenai ketaatannya kepada Allah. Tapi lelaki kacak itu berkata,Dia adalah temanku, dia adalah kawanku. Aku takkan meninggalkannya seorang diri walau apa pun. Jika kamu ditetapkan untuk menyoal, lakukanlah tugasmu. Aku tidak boleh meninggalkannya sehingga aku dapati dia dimasukkan ke dalam Syurga.'

Thereafter he turns to his dead companion and says, 'I am the Qur'an, which you used to read, sometimes in a loud voice and sometimes in a low voice. Do not worry. After the interrogation of Munkar and Naker, you will have no grief.'Selepas itu dia berpaling pada temannya yang meninggal dan berkata,'Aku adalah Al-Quran, yang mana kamu membacanya, kadang-kadang dengan suara yang nyaring dan kadang-kadang dengan suara yang perlahan. Jangan bim ban g. Selepas soal siasat dari Mungkar dan Nakir, kamu tidak akan bersedih.'

When the interrogation is over, the handsome man arranges for him from Al-Mala'ul A'laa (the angels in Heaven) silk bedding filled with musk.Selepas soal siasat selesai, lelaki kacak mengatur untuknya daripada Al-Mala'ul A'laa (malaikat dalam Syurga) tempat tidur dari sutera yang dipenuhi bauan kesturi.

Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) said: 'On the Day of Judgement, before Allah, no other Intercessor will have a greater status than the Qur'an, neither a Prophet nor an angel.'Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) bersabda :'Di hari pengadilan, di hadapan Allah, tiada syafaat yang lebih baik darjatnya daripada Quran, mahupun dari nabi atau malaikat.'

Do keep forward this hadith to all..because...Rasu lullah (Sallallahu alaihi wasallam) said:'Pass on knowledge from me even if it is only one verse'...waallahu alam..

wednesday..

2009-07-29T19:50:00.007+08:00

yeah..at last i managed to change my blog backgroud..
huu..hepi for that..yeah..credit to me...and some of my resources..=)
i donno what i'm happy for..
but watever it is..can you see..??i manage!..
it's pink...and I Aaaammm....slightly changed the pictures on the top of my page..
ahaha..LOL..
today..i had presentation for my econs..
i felt like i did 80% badly..huhu..basically,usha did the power point..and i try to edit..
but i gave the pendrive early to teen..and ms.suzana said..
maybe our group is next week..but we have to get ready first..
i ask my friends from econs 5 and they said that some of the group will do the presentation
this friday..n after analyse all things..i was like a little bit relax to edit the power point..
n suprisingly was.....after the group 3 finish presenting,ms.suzana said..
marshmallow cake..your turn now...
and i was like still relax..ahah..damn crazy rite??
zachery will be the presentator of my group..
and suddenly...he point at me..i was like...huh??
what??wey2..i'm not really ready...i never present before...huhuu..i really scared that time..
and a little bit shocked..n maybe a little bit excited...ehehe..maybe..
zachery is sick...so,like..i don mind to replace him..because he coughing like many times in class..
poor things..so,i just go in front and present our work..
n teacher said that all are ok..but we have to edit some point in our power point..
but overall is.....I relieved! thank goodness..hew hew...now,i feel like i wish more other
PRESENTATION!!.....i feel sooooo excited to do it again...and if i have another chance..i want to do more better
than JUST Now..YEAH!!..

sorry for my bad english writing..[ in a hurry weyh ]

mad? crazyness..

2009-07-22T18:05:00.007+08:00

my blog looks plain!..n so0ooo boring..
i mean the background..or maybe my story perhaps??hee..
the colour is pale and like a 'sick' colour..
wanted to change it but donno how to change..can you see??..
now i feel so slow in using the computer technology..ahaha...
in other words..i'm not really know how to use the computer applications ..
wait2...i mean for the blogger only..get it?
this evening...i was like become crazy woman..i'm shouting at my brother..
without any reasons!! huh?? am i mad?? oh....no!!!!
well..mybe because i still got headache and he did some weird sounds that i don't want to hear..
and when i said stop making the sounds,he still make the sound.........
n i feel something get into my head n suddenly really2 loudly...i SCREAMED to him...
huuu..maybe i'm too stress n i donno why..maybe i have a problem..
n i cannot express it to anyone...n all the while...i still donno the answer..
maybe because of my friends...i mean not my college friends..but my old friends..
some of them....yeah.....
i'm sick of it...i'm the one that tried to fix the relationship..but they won't..or am i a desperate girl??
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
it's like totally NO okayh!!
i know they are busy..but i'm also studying okayh..like i still have time to try to contact my friends..
i was like give up for right now...totally give up....
and it was like many times i wrote about this..erghhhhhhhh...
so..i will think...my life is just once..AND..
what is the best for me...i will try to grab and appreciate it..
N I wanted to turn to a new leaf and start a new life with a new people n with my
appreciatable friends..owww...n one more thing...get lost LOSER...I don't need you anymore!

i'm a stalker..n hope is just only hope..i will try to forget about that speckie guy..:(

personality ??

2009-07-21T11:27:00.007+08:00

first of all..i would like to say that everyone are sick !! wat a suprise isn't it?..huhu..today..i feel a little bit better..but now i'm affected from pei ling..i got flu from her....ahaha..feel like soooo suffering when having flu and cough at the same time..cannot taste the nice smell of foods..huh..unluckly for that..but at least i relieved from my heavy pain headache after i took 2 tablets of actifast-panadol last night..not having anything for dinner and just eat the panadols..ahah..cool huh??

early this morning i had psychology class n we did some activities...ms.jessie gave each of us an envelope with our name on top of it inside the envelope,there are a paper which is written about our personality...This is it..( for public reading ) LOL..

'You tend to attract friends and opportunities as you go and manage to survive life's stormy times with style and good humour as you are incredibly adaptable and resilient.Once you are commited to a love relationship or friendship,you are totally devoted and faithful.You tend to cling to others as you can't bear to be alone.You are the leader for the future and because of this high responsibility ; you will be going through the pressure of personal change.'.....

'Your weaknesses is your pride and emotions.Nobody can beat you up,as much as you can beat yourself up within your own mind.Although you are independent, and assertive you are also suprisingly trusting often innocently walking into the lion's den at times. You are 'doers' rather than 'talkers'. You are the impulsive, act first, ask questions or have doubts later peson'..

cool huh??is it reliable ?? ahah..i think most of it are similar with me..but suprisingly that...all people get the same descriptions of personality..because i ask my fren...i want to see her description of personality..and then she said..all the same..only the trend of the writting is different..and i was like...huh??ahahahh..blur and become 'stone' for a while...ahaha..so....the truth is....like everyone have the same personality in my class...yeah..like..most of them...LOL..this all are because of astrology!..

i'm still thinking about that speckie guy...and hoping to see him again...=(

sickness =(

2009-07-20T13:36:00.004+08:00

i'm in the library now..again..have to wait for my econs class start...everytime i post a new post..hew hew..it seems like i always at the same place and at the same time..=p duh..blablabla..

i'm not feeling very well since last night..i slept so early yesterday because i got heavy headache after watched harry potter..it's sounds so funny aite?? fall sick after watching the movie ?? but anyway..we can fall sick anywhere and anytime rite?? oooorrr...maybe i missed a small child that sit beside me in the cinema?? perhaps..who knows rite? haha..so,today seems like it's not my luck..i'm scared i cannot concentrate in class..even dis morning,i'm not really doing well for my applic topic test..but at least i try my best...

pei ling also got flu...since like we have strong chemistry..ahaha..is it?? LOL..like fall sick TOGETHER..she has flu and i got fever and cough..i said to xiang jek n joyce...don't come nearer...so,they're not affected later..owh..my..i want thick sweater right now...anyone?? and i just look around..and nobody want to give me...ahaha...stupid of me! i just mumbling with myself..of course no one will give me a sweater..or or...can i have blanket please?? starting to be crazy now..ergggggggghhhh...i cannot stand already...i wanted to go home...sleep,sleep,sleep until next morning...can i do that?? right now,i feel like i want to pluck my head and throw away! owh....no!!!!! see..i told u..i talk nonsense already..huhu...hope i can get well soon..pray for me guys..

suddenly..i'm thinking about that speckie guy..hurm..=)

my PLAIN post!

2009-07-19T01:13:00.010+08:00

it was like long time i'm not update my blog..last updated was JUNE 30..it was 2 and a half weeks ago..seriously,i really2 missed to blogging but in other side of my mind..it was like..i am totally addicted with the blogger things..so..i stop for a while to update the blog..ahah..or or maybe i am too dissapointed with my EE results..? perhaps..maybe...ahah..

dis morning i had parents day in my college which my parents have to see almost all my lecturers..yeah..except my EALD lecturer..because ms.julia is not there today..so,like we couldn't see her..i got many compliment than complain about me..ahah..i'm a little bit inch expand for that..but all the lecturers said that i am tooooo QUIET...am I?ahah..but honestly yah..i'm a quiet person in a big group..but a bit talkative and such being a joker in a small group..i don't know why i can comfortable in a small group...maybe i can concentrate with a few people n become very close with them..ahah..wat a funny reasons..n even i donno why...why? why? and why?

i'm a little bit sad when the time i have to face ms.suzana..my econs lecturer..i feel like i want to cry..because she said don't waste your money and time okayh..have to put more effort..she really2 wants to help me to excell in my econs subject..like because i am too low and not well-being performance in that particular subject...ms.suzana said that i'm not really good in language..so,like i have to do more writting..not just memorising the facts and theories..and at the end when it comes to exam..i will blur enough to answer because i memorise n i'm not understand the topics..so,i will screwed up in my essay part..but that's not the main reasons why i want to cry..but it is because i saw most of my friends that i always hanging around got an excellent results...like top 10 or top 15 in the list..n i was like i am below 40??it was too far...and the differences between my marks n them like 20-30% ?? why it happen to me..?? huu...help me..huhu..no one can help me..i must have my own initiative..so,from starting now on..i have to do more econs essay like almost everyday..ms.suzana said that just take a few short question and give to her to mark..yeah..thanks teacher..i appreciate your effort..this is my way,i choose this way n i will work hard for it! :)...

( i know it's sounds a bit nerd..but who cares...this is my blog..it's up to me to write anything in my post..okayh!..if u don't like it,u can get off loser!i don't even want you to read my blog... )

huu..i feel like so lonely right now..i'm stucked here...all my friends are busy studying..n so do I...(what the h*** am i writting?i also students like them..) ahaha..i wanted to contact them but seems like they all so busy..when i misscalled them,they are not replying back..some of them..yeah,,replied it and some of them are not..n sometimes i feel like i'm the one that contact them n not them...not because i'm too lonely here but i want to remain my friendship constantly...i dont want to lost contact with them..i am badly missed them..huhu..maybe,i should understand their situation...okayh..they are too busy with their a lot of assignments,exams..their new friends there..so...now..i just let the time to decide it..because i also going through all that also right now..even much more senior than my friends to feel the situation..because i pursue my study earlier..ahaha..annnnddd..btw..i'm fine with that..yeah..hopefully...?? is there any hope for me..??? (too emo)..aahah..sympathetic!

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ZzZzZzZZZzzz..

2009-06-30T13:28:00.004+08:00

boring!

boring..!

blogging are getting boring..arghh!

maybe it just for a while..

huu..yeahh..tomorrow i will go to college as usual and start my 2nd semester..weehee..=)

life getting FUN!

i'm wondering how's my results will looks like..

ok-ok??

good-ok?

i'm not expected for good-good okayh..

because of what?

because of my applics test..

i did like S***k..

or ok-worst??

or or unexpected good-worst..??

ahaha..

wait for my next announcement..

see you tomorrow guys..

gud LUCK!

Future plan..ngee..

2009-06-26T15:56:00.022+08:00

my super duper future PLAN !

study

graduate

working !

get married =)

pregnant and have a cute baby..

and..

lastly..
a happy family..wee..

hope can make this dream as my real world..

don't be suprise if i said i want 5 children in the future..hee..=p

Ouch !!

2009-06-25T20:53:00.009+08:00

to someone :

(IF A person knows that i point to him oR her..make your OWN guess!)
you want me to treat you that way..i give you that way..
don't try n ever ever to BLAME me on that...
you know what u wish..i won't give you a DAMN...
BUT u ask FOR it..
I just wanna tO say...
sorry and thanks FOR everythings with what u had DONE for me BEFORE!

try tO appreciate with what you have...

shopping2x.

2009-06-20T22:07:00.007+08:00

my parents n my bro go back to my dad's hometown just now..n my sister n I didn't follow them..coz i want to hangout with my beshfrens tomorrow..ahaha..damn bad la me weyh..i mean like because i'm not follow them..hehe..plan for tomorrow :

8.00 a.m wake up,take bath,do a little bit household,iron my clothes
10.30 a.m wait for mira to fetch me..
11.00 a.m fetch zul n his friend at ktm subang n then goooo to mid..

yeah!can't wait..wee for that..heh..=)

today,i feel like i broke already..because i bought 5 pieces of tudung in one day..ahaha..OMg..like i want to take all tudung in that shop..but i tried to control my 'shopaholics' sense..is this term correct?? whoa..watever okay..ahaha..

chat with dila just now..she said like she become homesick already..she's from pahang n she got JPA scholarship n now pursue her study in KDU..just arrive to damansara this evening...yeah..damansara is just nearby to my house..not really nearby but still not really far rite??ahah...can't wait to see her..

to dila..'kakcik cbe dtg ngan kamil okayh'
since like i'm studying at sunway n kamil studying at taylor..our college is really2 near..10-15 minutes like that..so,can go together..yeah..eheh..okay,guys..again..no bad thinking huh..

hope i will not sesat tomorrow..

damn funny..ahah..but

pray for me..whuaaa..

how we handle our stress ??

2009-06-19T22:04:00.024+08:00

yeah!..finally i'm FREE!..wee..just finish my applics test dis morning..i feel like damn hard..AND...i think my applics results will be the worst n lowest from the other subjects..huaa..so bad..because i AM definitely sucks in math okay..=(..i ask a few of my clevereeest frens n they said they also can't finish several questions that are totally freaking hard nn within only 3 hours for 25 question i think..can't really notice about it..LOL..

huu..my friends will continue their study already..and most of them will go for diploma level..just wanna to say that university life is damn nice weyh..ahahha..but at the same time we also have to face a lot of stress which may INCLUDE :

* The pressure to earn good grades and to earn a degree is very high

* Pop quizzes or final exam

* Excessive homework

* Unclear assignments

* Uncomfortable classrooms

* Relationship with faculty members

* Time pressure especially assignment deadlines

* New responsibilities

* Roommates and their varying personalities

* Financial issues

* Sleep deprivation

* Change in eating habits

owh!

stress,stress n stress..

BUT! (wait.....)

there are many ways how we can cope with our stress..

yeah..i start to pratice my knowledge of psychology now..

eheh..

Firstly, (suddenly become soooooo excited)..wee..=p

1.Focus your attention elsewhere

2.Talking about it..You can either talk with your councellor or friends that you believe ond comfortable with.

3.A diary or blog like me..hehe..(promote for a while).You can try to getting your thought down on paper,examine them and work on strategy to manage your stress

4.Learn to manage especially your time management

5.Do first thing first

6.Take action like make a correct or appropriate decision

7.Change your thinking..(think positive)

8.Set reasonable goal

9.Money management

10.Avoid comparing yourself with others

11.Reduce muscle tension..go for exercise for an example

12.Get enough sleep

13.Eat nutritional well balanced diet

14.annnnnddd FINALLY is LAUGH!! YEAH..=)))) dis one is the most important..

but frankly speaking..i never follow this steps of stress management..ahaha..but i'll try to improve it..yeah..okayh..maybe in d future

there are a list of few things that i need to do since likee my EE finish already..ahaha..

> working with my dad as a secretary assistant ( to earn more pocket money )

> plan to hangout with my bestie this sunday with mya n zul..like long time not spend time together..busy too much..

> have to do my psychology assignment..

> plan to hangout with my ex-dormmates also cause they're going to pursue their study this coming weeks..

> daydreaming..whoa..i wish money can come from the sky..haha..(stupid nonsense things)

-colourfulcakepie..-

credit to psychology department for stress management resources..

heee...:)

Tomorrow EXAMS !

2009-06-14T19:10:00.008+08:00

EE SCHEDULE -

monday : psychology

tuesday : EALD

wednesday : accounts

thursday : economics

friday : applics math

yeah..then,i'm FREE!.

Wish me gud luck PEOPLE !..

Only free for semester BREAK..yippi..

forgive me..please..

2009-06-12T19:41:00.009+08:00

first of all..i would like to say sooory to my close friend,Pei Ling..because i still want to blog riGHT now!..fuh..i feel like i cannot stand already..my hand feel like i want to press the computer keyboard n type...although I realised EE just 3 more days more to go..damn like i'm going to have headache soon..because i'm having sore throat..like soooo pain n uncomfortable..sob2..owh..ya..yesterday 11th JUNE 2009..arizan came to visit us in college..hoooray..he is totally different..looks like so handsome after cutting his hair..opss..haha..this is nice compliment from me to you arizan...okayh..n then while talking with him...all suddenly...i saw farhanah went down from the stairs..

farhanah!!..nn i showed arizan that was standing in front of me..n i made a very2 evil plan which i asked arizan to lie farhana and said that he's going to continue back in sunway..nnn...it was like farhanah believe him..i was like really?? owh..no...

n then after that,around 4.30..we went off from the college..i sent arizan to sunway pyramid first because he said he want to hangout with his friends before go back to his UITM..n then sent usha to her house..usha,it just likeee ur house so neaaar from the college..later on,i can send you always to your house..ok honey..?ahah..thanks to usha coz being an instructor in the car..LOL..only now i noe how to go n way back to pyramid from my college..damn..like very stupid person that live in her own world n never know anything around her.. ahah

this morning..i donno...i can't really remember..huu..owh..owh.. ya..now i remember..before i went lunch..I bumped into farhanah again..since like we met in psychology class.hehe.n then she asked me..'is arizan really want to continue back his study in this college??i was like i can't stand to laugh..n i said nooooo...he just joking...wah..i feel very2 bad..it was my idea...n farhanah like believe arizan truthly...farhanah..if you read this...please forgive me..please...i know that was really 'mean' idea..but i just wanna make a joke..but i am really2 sorry k?..i hope you will forgive me..huhu..sincerely,from me..zalikha-

my english writing like become worst now..owh..no!!

no entry

2009-06-05T13:51:00.002+08:00

no entry

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silent in mood..

about HIM..

2009-06-04T10:37:00.017+08:00

LOL..arizan,this pictures are totally funny..but you are CUTE okayh~~..

before i away from this blooging and whatever things..ahah..i want to write somethings about this guy..oopss..????question marks there..hee...everyone must be weird why i want to write about this guy..why not another guy??actually..i already promised to him that i will write something about him after he withdraw from my college..but it was long time ago..only now i have time to write about him..eheh..sorry..my bad..busy always all the time..nothing much than that..yeah..aawww..let me story a little bit about this guy..

okayh... it's all about HIM..

first,his name is arizan..he is from gombak..but i donno which area..seems like i never go to gombak.. feel like i aaammmm sooo outdated person..ahaha...then,he is actually my ex-classmate in sunway U college..in account class nn economic class...i really enjoy and happy nn have a great moment when i'm sitting beside him..owh..no bad thinking okayh..just because he always make me laugh all the time with his words n his joker..at first i saw him..in my account class..which that time the class is in NE-4-7...i think it is the first day he's in this college..because i never seen him before that day..i still remember..i really thought that he is a chinese guy..everyone also think like that..but actually he is a malay..but not really purely malay..i think he is also mixed...can't really take note for that..hehe..i'm so bad arizan..please forgive me..just know him a little while only because he now already pursue his study in UiTM..continue in foundation in laws..we all really2 sad when he said that he wanted to go..but i think he will become one of a successful person..i can believe for that n i will pray for him too..he is my friend..so,i will support you buddy..he will not regret to choose that way..i can promise that..ms suzana told me that UiTM is good when it comes to their law courses..sounds like greeaaatt things rite..he is very kind person...his girlfriend must be proud of him...yeah..he already has a gf which is a chinese girl..wah..lengloi la...'manyak cantik'....eheh...suit with him..

he is one of ms suzana favourite students..eheh..because ms.suzana will always ask him a lot of questions in my economic class...haha..he will never escaped..but,you know what arizan..now,i think like i replaced your place..ms.suzana like always ask me question in class...but nvm..its not very seldomly..i think i should appreciate ms suzana because she make us more alert in class..it is goods..no wonder u like economics because of ms.suzana..because i feel the same way too here..yeah..btw,i think rayyan is lonely now without you..but don worry too much..i will take care for you..hahah..he already adults man now..although he is younger than us.hee..one more things that i really2 respect about arizan is he never left his 'solat'..i always saw him at surau..huaaa..arizan..you are very good muslim..i'm proud of it..now,like arizan already withdraw from the college..n just left one malay guy in my AUSMAT march intake which is azhar..but i'm not really close with him..that's why i am very2 sad when arizan want to left us...he is very friendly person..even with everyone..n very kind..nn such being a JOKER..LOL..i noe he will never forget about us here..rite arizan..??ahah..especially his group 'gang'....okay,i'm done with this!but i really2 want to write something more and a lot of things to share..but i'm scared that there will not enough empty space for me to write..ahaha..well,just let me stop here..

message to arizan..: hey buddy,we all here miss you..drop by to this college if you have any free time..we always welcome you..nn not forgetting to remind you.that..work hard for your study..i hope u will be a great lawyer one day..i'm waiting for that..haha..all the best n gud luck..don't forget about us here okayh..if not,i will shoooooot you..ahaha..kidding! no heart feelings..thanks for the memories...=)

and thanks for being a good friend...

away!

2009-06-04T08:42:00.008+08:00

i really2 want to stay away after this..stop blogging for this 2 weeks..stop online and chatting with myfriends n forgetting about myspace rite now..hee..since like i have to struggle with my EE..i cannot concentrate if i'm continuously doing nothing that is not important..not i'm said that i'm toooo nerd..but everybody want great results rite?so am I..i have to put a lot of effort to be a successful person..yeah..=)

away !

i will come back on 20/6/2009

thank u =)

birthday..

2009-06-03T14:06:00.006+08:00

again,i'm in the library now..n again..i have to go to econs class after this..everybody talk about EE..owh..damn..i don't really prepare anything for my EE yet..i feel like..sooooo..lazy..owh..please,someone..give me air to breath..!why i'm sooo lazy..i like freaking out too much..people..help me! please give me support or or anything that can give me more spirit to study..every night like i want to stay up..although i have someone want to accompany me every night but i still can't stay up..like hell things..my eyes feel like sleepy always..crap!..owh,not forgetting to say thanks to kamil that always want me to wake at night for study..but seriously i'm really2 sorry that i can't stay up..!i donno why..maybe i just follow my feelings..arggggghhh....owh god,help me with that..=(

okayh..today is my mum's bufday..yeahaaa...i already wish her this morning before i went out to my college..so,i will not missed anything nn i'm not going to be the last person to wish..yeepee...=)

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you..

happy birthday to mummy..

happy birthday to you..

*may ALLAH bless you..

*may happiness come to you..

*and cheer up always..

*anytime and anywhere..

*wee..~

i love you mum! =)

ops..surely i cannot tell my mom's age..of course for that.haha..because women are very sensitive when WE talk about our age..same goes to man when it comes to their amount of salary..ahah.. =p

crazy with it !

2009-06-02T12:18:00.005+08:00

this morning..at the same place..as usual..same time..i 'melepak' with my friends at the cafetaria..nn suddenly..jamie talk about 'twilight' movie and so on..owh..damn i love that movie okayh jamie....love it,love it..toooooo much!..especially EDWARD..i crazy about him..huuu..awwww....he's hot ok..nn so romanticccc in that movie..stop it zalikha!LOL..ahah...n then Jamie gave me to watch the 'twilight new moon trailer' using jeyshaan laptop as she uploaded it last day..owh..i think so..haha..i can't remember when..not very important too much because my head full with psychology notes...kih3x...the trailer is really exciting..i can't wait for that movie..OMG..really insane with that movie..=)

is anyone out there fan of the 'twilight' movie??

library..

2009-06-01T13:44:00.019+08:00

it's like almost 2 o'clock n i'm in the library now..n i 'm going to my econs class later at 2.30...try to release my stress by writing something in my blog..huu..like 2 weeks more i have to struggle for my EE exam before semester break..yeeehaaa..can't wait for my break..but of course i have to burn the midnight oil again everday..until u can see my eyebags..ahah..just for my EE..i want to have better results..OMG...just now,i just got my applics topic test 2 results..it's like my marks are totally horrible...arrrghhhh..teribble!..i feel like i want to cry..but i have to be strong..because its not end until here by the way..i have to put more effort next time..make my parents proud of me..nn try to achieve my goal..n of course i want a newww hp if i get better results for this semester..yeah...really hope for that..

message from dila..

'salam..zaza..nanti aku leh la slalu jmpe ko..hehe..aku blaja kt KDU kolej,damansara jaya..yeah=)'

i was like...wah..really??great! i'm happy for you dear...wee..all my KBS very successful in their SPM..except me...i'm so lazy n not clever like them..dila n nan got JPA scholarship,syaz got MARA...n i'm nothing..huhu..but i hope i can be like them one day...maybe..LOL...high expectation should be done in our life okayh..i also wanna to be a role model for someone else...well,stop with that..i called dila just now n she said she will pursue her studies in KDU this 20/6...by that time,i will enjoy my semester break..haha..so,so..i can visit dila..whoah..yeah..can't wait for that time..

till next time...XOXO..

counting days for my SEMESTER 1 BREAK

i won't give you RED roses =)

2009-05-31T18:23:00.013+08:00

IT just BOTH of US..

pssst.. i know you said that those pictures are retarded..but i like it okayh..LOL..ahaha..like..who cares.??=p

yeepee..

hangout time!yeah.!.me n kyun..wee..we just went to IOI only..which is in Puchong- for those who don't know where is it-..LOL..ahakx..long time not hangout together..ceyh..'padahal slalu je'..aahaha...but long time since she went to study in UIA NOW..huuu..luckly UIA is just in PJ okayh..so,we can hangout together always..had fun with u sweetie..wah..sweet??ahahah....she's become muslimah now..wearing 'baju kurung nn jubah'..hey,gud for that..i'm happy for you dear..heheh..then,later you can 'berdakwah' to me..wee..laughing all the time when i went out with her everytime..anywhere n anytime..LOve YOU honey..although we are far..our soul still remain together in our heart..cewahh..my words like a bit nerd..owh..daaaa..but i noe kyun will like when i wrote this sentences....rite dear??ahah..nn don't be sad about your 'abg' k...u can share with me if anything you want to share..i will always be there beside you..ok?yeah..i love when you cheer me up..thanks a lot!..

sincerely,

nor zalikha azman..

-friendship forever..my love will remain same and will never end..-

deal..

2009-05-31T16:59:00.005+08:00

okayh..today..i have a deal with abqari azman..actually that was my idea...i want we to communcate in english..i mean chatting in english..ahah..soooooo..we can improve our english..rite qarieeee..?? yeah..actually,i'm not really perfect in english but i will try to improve it..yeah!

together with you! LOL..i'm not forget to mention that..:)

upset..=(

2009-05-31T16:31:00.007+08:00

yesterday night...i sitting at my bro's bed..i cried alone..in empty silence room..n the clock showed 2.30 a.m..almost 3.00 a.m n i feel very2 sad..whuaaaaa...why??because of my assignment disappeared before i save it..oh,damn it..how you guys feel ??huu..i feel like i want to scream and kick the computer out..'bengong punye komputer'..huhu..i spend my whole night doing that works...also burn the midnight oil to finish it..owh..crap2X...i can't sleep yesterday night..try to misscall haire..nn he called me back..nn i told him everythings about that..he ask me to check again from the recovery n i can't find it..owh,owh..thanks to afiq a.k.a abe n also ky because gave me a lot of support n very concern about me..i just relieved when i told them..haire..thanks bro..coz help me to forget about it..i really2 appreciate about it..

Stay up..

2009-05-31T01:07:00.010+08:00

okayh,..it's like almost 2.00 a.m now..and and i'm proud to say that i am in a success way to stay up!..hooray2x!..yeah!..i know it sounds like so funny...because..'i manage to stay up??'..yucks..i'm so annoying..lol..what's wrong with that..it's like nothing okayh..everyone also stay up..n just not being soooooo..excited like me..wooooaaa..but..but i'm happy that i manage to stay up..even it's a little bit weird to everyone else in this whole world..ahah..because all this while..i never stay up..owh..except during hostel time in my previous school..haha..( btw,it's all because gossiping nn of coz PM!)

-PM is either 'perjumpaan malam' or or 'parti makan'..OMG..can't forget about it..have a great time even in the morning class i AM sooooo sleepy in class..ow..okayh..fuhh..forget about that..always like sleeping in class especially in physics class..sorry teacher (pn.marmidah) ??..hehe..no wonder i got C for my physics..it just like 'sucks'..i got C??huh!..BUT past is past ok-

LOL..BTW,maybe i have to finish up my 2% econs assignment report about Labour Force Survey..so..i manage to stay up..oh..no no..wait!..or maybe i drink 'a cup of old town white coffee ' just now..WEE..well..stop! last previous week or,or a month or even last previous year...even i drink a cup of nescafe also,i will fall a sleep...daaa...what happen to me tonight??help!!.. okayh..i'm starting to ''merepek n merapu tah pape2 sudah'...huuu..I feel like an idiot..buek..credit '0' to me okayh..
psssssttt..btw....

gud nite everyone! have a nice sleep n sweet dreams! ;)

i want to stay up longer..

any accompany please?? =(

artwork !

2009-05-30T18:10:00.004+08:00

you all are very pleasure to put this pict in your blog or page..:)

arigato'

by zalikha azman..

colourfulcakepie.blospot.com production

sesat gang!

2009-05-29T13:14:00.016+08:00

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'sesat gang' in my blog !

meet them at..

sunway university college..

or,or anywhere they belong to..ahaha..

wee..here they cOme! =p

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clinic ??

2009-05-29T11:29:00.013+08:00

last night,my parents bring my little bro n my eldest sister to a clinic to see a doctor..aiyo..of course to see a doctor lah zalikha..ahah..can't u really imagine for that simple things...btw,i just want to make the sentences as fun as i could..eventhough it's not fun enough.n..i'm not an excellent JOKER by the way..huu..my sis n my bro got fever,cough nn flu..its all because of my dad..lol..eheh..because at first,he is the only person in my family that had a fever,cough,flu n blabla..but he don't want to see a doctor..and at the end,my other siblings got it from my dad virus disease..

act,my dad so stubborn to go to the clinic..he just took a panadol and then go to sleep..just like that..no more other medicines or..or other supplements to take..huu..but dad,u are really2 have to take care of yourself better next time especially when it comes to your high blood pressure okayh...but,but..suddenly i felt that only my mom n me have better antibiotic in our bodies..ahaha..seems like we are strong and not get affected..wah..i'm so bad to say that...sorry dad..huhu..i hope they will get better soon...i LOVE my FAMILY..wEE..everyone also LOVES their FAMILY rite..because they belongs to us!..yeah!

sunway outing

2009-05-28T11:08:00.035+08:00

my applics class start at 10.30..but my lecturer still not come yet to the class..so,i started to call kamil.since i want to ask him wether he can come to my college n then walk together to pyramid..lol..i'm scared to walk alone..i am gurl okayh..i have to take care of myself safely..yeah! at last,kamil will come to my college first..thanks buddy..=)

i can't wait to finish my class..haha..my chinese friends keep teasing me..they said that i want to go for a date..aiyaa..lol..i don't have any boyfriend ogeyh..i don't have time to have a boyfriend..hee.i mean special boyfriend at this moment..since like i don't want to have any comitment to any guy...but just in PRE U..i donno if i will have one on my degree time..ahah..we never know our future rite?? double triple single..not forget to mention that..ahah..that guy is just my ex-classmte n he is just a friend..

sunway outing !!

the sky looks dark..but it's not going to rain actually..ahaha..we just took dis pict at the last moment before i went back to my college..owh..we have a great time..first,had lunch at Wendy's..just wanna to taste a new food..but the price is quite expensive..huhu.. 1/4 pounder burger,strawberry softdrink nn french fries..it cost about RM11..lol..can't believe it..better to eat at MCd or KFC..it much more cheaper than Wendy's..but it's ok to taste a new food..no regret for it..ahah..kamil told me that next time..we eat at other places..no more Wendy's..i just laugh by myself..then,we had a long conservation..talk about our beloved school which is TIKL..friends,classmate..college..nn of course about our future..opss...i mean our next future studies ogeyh..no bad n naughty thinking..=p...we went to Popular..Kamil tried to search a few things..and I tried to have a look for mechanical pencil..yea...haha..seems my pencils broken already..for 2 weeks i have to use 2B pencil..lol..it just fine for me..i'm use to it..until the pencil become short now..nn the funniest things..i remembered that..my EALD lecturer ask me about that 2B pencils..she asked me 'do you use that pencil since your primary school?'ahahah...'what?since primary school??nah..of course not teacher'...both of us just laugh together...finally we went out from that popular bookstore..yeah..btw,i manage to buy 1 rexgrip pilot pencil ..which is blue in colour...Finally,at 2.15 p.m..we went out from pyramid..n kamil again sent me to my college..ahah..thanks a lot buddy!hope can hangout with u again next time okayh..

buzz up!

2009-05-28T10:18:00.011+08:00

hee..like long time not update my blog..but.ya! it's true rite..since like almost 2 weeks or 3 weeks maybe..always busy all the time..with a lots of stuff that suddenly comes up,assignments nn not forgetting test!lol..ahaha..this week i have a lot of test..

monday : Have to pass up EALD Task 2 [ multiculturalism 'n' pluralism ]

tuesday : Account topic TeST 1

wednesday : Applics topic Test 2

thursday : Short test EALD

friday : Account Quiz [ club 'n' societies ]

that is my schedule for this week.Owh..i'm so upset doing my applics test..it's damn hard..I feel like i will fail..actually,i don't know how i want to improve my addmath basically..since my addmath in my previous school is really2 bad..lol..it's like 2 times failed in f5 'kot'..but then i tried to improve n finally I got C for the trial exam..lol..so bad huh?but luckly i got B4 for my addmath for sPM..but i think it just my luck..cause addmath graph will turn lower (decrease)badly..hee..i'm going to die if my dad knows my results later on..owh,btw..my applics lecturer will going to continue her study..she just a nice lecturer..i'm gonna to mish her..although she teach very well,but i still can't manage to understand her subject..wish u gud luck n all the best for you out there teacher!..(dedicated to ms.anusuya)..thanks for your concern n care about us..ngee2..=)

kring..kring..

norza: hello..
kamil : hello..zalikha..this is kamil..
norza : owh..ya..i know..
kamil : hey,let's meet at pyramid tomorrow?i have semester break now..when is your semester break?
norza : owh really?why so fast?lol..my semester break on June..after my EE..i got two hours break tomorrow.
it's fine if we want to meet tomorrow..let's have lunch together okayh..
kamil : okayh..what time is your break?
norza : around 12.30 to 2.30..lol.it just a few minutes to go to pyramid from my college..
kamil : okayh..c you then tomorrow..
norza : okayh..bye..

long time not see kamil since we took our SPM results last 2 months i think..ahaha..since he's taking SAM in taylor college..we always contact each other..then,suddenly i think...how i want to go to pyramid ? even it is just near from my college,but i never go there by myself from college..then i manage to ask a few of my frens..i sent a message to alia since she had went to pyramid many times from college during her study in A Level Programme...ahah..

11.45 p.m
norza : alia,how i want to go to pyramid from college?it's not really far rite?
alia : ya..u just walk at the back way..
norza : owh..okay..is it fine if i walk alone..?
alia : hurm..i think better u have a accompany..because its quite a dangerous way to go there..since not many people use that
way..
norza : okayh..thanks a lot! =)

mother's day

2009-05-10T10:58:00.001+08:00

To: Mrs.Rohana bT aLias

Happy Mothers day iBu!
I love u s0ooO much!
Thanks for everythings...

....

2009-05-06T14:02:00.005+08:00

always keep counting for the time..huhu..
wanna to spend a lots of time with my frens dat will go to matrix..
wuuuuaaaaaa.. ;(
don forget to say gudbye to me later okayh..
i'm alOne here in KL..
sob3x..

psychology

2009-05-06T13:56:00.005+08:00

more other assignment!!
huhu..:(
research investigation ogeyh...
i do not know how to do..anyone??plz..help me!!
sick of it...
the due date is 3 JUly 2009..
although the due date is still late..but i have to finish it early..don want to pospone it..
owh crap!
hope i can DO..

2009-05-01T21:36:00.001+08:00

bought a new advanced learner dictionery..

-thanks dad =)

matrix + UPU

2009-05-01T15:16:00.007+08:00

jUSt for public AnnoUncement..YEeha!

MATRIX :

ArAU,pERLis

cOurse : aCcOUntING

UPU :

-uiTM-

cOurse : bank ManAGEment

ConGRATes to Nora AtiQah bt RosLAN..! =)

At last,she get the course that she wants..-masscommunication,in uitm..-dear,i'm very2 happy for you..study hard n struggle more after this kayh..i'll pray for you...do make your parents proud of u..lOve you bebeyh!mmmmuuuahhh! x)

mid valley!

2009-04-30T15:02:00.013+08:00

we had a lot of fun!thanks girls..spends this precious time with me..:)

my ex KBS -dila-
with mai comot..=p..luv ya!

with kak nadja

yesterday..i went out from house at 10..n then go breakfast with my parents at indian restaurant..eat 'cappati'..wah..delicious..bon appetite! waaaalaaah..:)..eheh..after eat,get off from that place..Then,ayah n ibu send me to LRT station at sri petaling....wah..i'm alone!i can't believe it..i hope i can reach mid valley by myself..first time beb..ahaha...s0 funny..(padahal pernah je but this time just alone without my frens!)They all so busy...s0,cannot accompany me..First,buy a ticket..then waiting for the train..suddenly i became so dummy..i already get into the train n then i feel like sooooo different..wat's the different also i donno..n then i get out from that train..when the train already move..suddenly..i think..sri petaling is the first and the last station..no other train from other way can come to sri petaling..no way!bongek.!i have to wait more minutes time for another train..how stupid i am..adush..then another train come..wah..don be so stupid again zalikha after this..keep in ur mind..ahaha...so embrassing..then,from sri petaling...stop at tasik selatan station..after dat,buy a ktm tickets to mid valley..first..there are 2 ways..1 is nilai & seremban..n another one is rawang,pelabuhan klang..s0,i did a right desicion in my mind..i go to rawang n pelabuhan klang way....ogeyh..owh,owh i can't wait to reach the mid valley..just for a few minutes later,the train is coming n i get into it..i look up n then suddenly i think is this the correct train i take??OMG...i am so gelabah..then get out from the train.huhu..s0,then i go to nilai n seremban platform...i think back..why i go this way..i called haire..it seems that he always 'merantau' so..i decide to call him....ahah..'hello,haire...kak cik alone now..how i want to go to mid valley?? which way?? to nilai n seremban or rawang'??..but then..'he said,kak cik go to rawang way la..why u want to go to seremban plak'...n then i ask a lady besides me 'kak,if i want to go to mid,this way or that way'....she replied..'go that way because mid valley near K.L rite..'..really??owh,owh..ok..thanks kak..OMG..not again! damn it! how stupid i am..dush2...terrible day for me in my whole life...seems that i'm really2 so stupid..because of i'm so 'menggelabah cpt'..ahahah..then the train come..i step into it n i relieved..then,when i reach mid valley ktm station..suddenly i heard someone called my name..'zalikha!'...owh..ya..i try to find which person that called my name...then i saw farhana..my psychology classmate...no wonder people always said..this world is so small...so suprised that i bumped into her..she smiled at me..n i replied her smile back..eheh..crazy things today..finally..i go to cinema n i called mai..'mai,where are u now??'....'at the counter..wait for us..we buy you a tickets k'....then..i tried to find them..owh,owh..ya..i already saw them..hehe..really mish them..like 10 years not see each other..owh,owh..zalikha..shut up..i noe u are very excited..keep control urself okayh..ahah..:) we watch bohsia movie..walaweyh..this movie is damn 'hot'..i can give shamsul yusoff 5 stars for this film..this film a little bit funny n give a lots of moral value n of course i enjoy it...this film is 18 above ogeyh...attention to childrens:u are not allowed to watch..sorry..my bad..ahah..after watch the movie..we go n eat dominoes pizza..just take away only..then stop at medan selera n eat our lunch..yeah..i eat 1 slice only..my stomach still full....we chatting..n recall back our long lasting memories..ahah..laugh,laugh n laugh..damn..mish d past time so much!..then we go jusco n buy some clothes..dila bought a new pair of baju kurung..she said for matrix stock!..haha..then at 4.45 we go down to ktm n wanna to go back..suddenly my mom called 'ika,where are u now?? what time u want to go back??'..huhu..'yes,ibu..i'm on d way back'..
wah..the train really made me mad..i have to wait for an hour...huhu..so tired..then at around 6 o'clock i think..finally..i reach my lovely home..owh..yeah! finally...

To KaknA N dEQna..

2009-04-29T21:21:00.008+08:00

gudluck for your tomorrow final exam mfe kayh!...all d besh to both of u :)

handphOne & stuFF

2009-04-28T10:47:00.013+08:00

owh..my handphone 3230 cannot be use anymore..huhu..
OMG..i will suffer for that..i cannot open the MENU..even cannot hear the radio,open the gallery n play the games nn many more application that is available..blablabla..[ fullstOp ! ] Then,last night..my mom ask me..'ika,how's your appplics test results?got it already??'..n i replied 'no mom,the lecturer said that she will pass to us on next monday..'
all suddenly...my dad said 'ika,u want a new hp rite?? so,u have to get an excellent results for your evaluation exams (mid year terms) on june..' wah...is that so...?? OMG..I have to wait 1 or 2 months more to get a new hp..huhu..s0,dats it!..i have to struggle more n more to get a new hp..yah..dat was the one of the condition how i want to get a NEW HP ok...btw,it's totally hard for me n but of course its also hard for my dad to get money to buy a new HP for me..for dad n mum..i really2 appreciate that..actually,u guys are encouraging me to study more harder to get somethings n do well in my exams..nn hope i can do better to get a scholarship from sunway for my degree..yeah..really hope for that..This morning,i have a psychology class..and we study a new chapter;research investigation..suddenly ms.jessie said 'okayh,for holidays,ur timetable will going to be packed..u all have to find an information for ur literature investigation...the topic is how the factors of personality,persuasive communication & social values influence teenage girls to go on diet..' n [fullstop].More,we have to do in essay format,no words limit nn most terrible part is we have to memorise it!huhu..not really have to memorise..ahaha..but for me i have to memorise it..more easier for me then at the end but difficult at first..it is just because that we have to do in-class on assessment date (15/5/2009) next week after our study break..owh..crap! i was just mumbling to myself n said...what??not again!!uhuh..Just now i go for a lunch with my friends..we go n eat outside the college in 'medan'..it is not really far..just walk in 2-3 minutes from the college n we can reach there..ahaha..we eat n watch TV,laugh,refresh our day n then we go back to college..ahaha..but then,i feel so thirsty n go to the cafetaria..it was a lunch time at 12.30 i think..almost that time..i'm rushing to go to my EALD class...n then i saw azhar in a counter..i said to him..'wait2..can u pay for me first for this mineral water?i'm very lazy to line up..use ur own money first then i'll pay u back ogeyh..'ahah..n then suddenly bumped into alia..we had a short time moment for chatting n blablabla..ahaha..then, i continue my way to my class (SW 4-4)..wah..so tired..luckly i'm not using the staircase..if not,i will semput man..huhu..then,finally..i reach my lovely class (lovely huh??)..eheh..then i met azhar n ask..'how much the mineral water?'..then he replied..'50 cents'..ahah..i said what??'50 cents??'aiy0..actually..he want to treat me n ask me for 50 cents only..wah..so nice of you..lucky to be one of ur fren,azhar..ahah..but btw,i didn't pay him 50 cents..i paid RM1.40..sorry azhar..i noe u have a kindest heart..but i don like to use ur money..except if i'm so so desperate..u can belanja me then..anyway,thanks a lot yah! :)

really appreaciate that..nn

don forget to go to the fitness first today! build up ur muscle ok..yeah..:)

2009-04-27T19:00:00.002+08:00

The Gods Must Be Crazy

funniest mOvie..hope can watch it again..;)

planning for mydearest dilla..

2009-04-27T18:37:00.009+08:00

yeah!!
starting from this wednesday until sunday..
i will have a study break..
yah0o!!can't wait for this coming days.
i am planning with mai to go out and watch a movie (bohsia i think)..
actually,wanna to go out with others..but seems some of them are
busy for their exams,work n s0 on...
hope we can be gathering together-gether next time yah! =)..sure!
to kakna n deqna,not forgetting to alia to0 : 'study hard n strive for
the becoming exams ok..i'll support 3 of you'
..muchacha...n oh,oh ya..dilla is in K.L now..=)
wah..damn!mish u s0o much dear..hope to see u On this wednesday..
we will bring you 'jln2 k dear?'..yeah..maybe we will go either to mid valley or KLCC or TS..
ahah..n planning for : shopping,movie,bowling, & chatting..

reminder to myself : zalikha,don't forget about ur..
psycho movie review n of course the debate t0o..oh,damn! =(

sunway University College

2009-04-27T18:14:00.000+08:00

meet me in AUSMAT...
-EALD 10-

-ECONS 4-

-ACCNT 4-

-PSYCHO 3-

-APPLICS 7-

futuRe account student

2009-04-22T14:00:00.003+08:00

This b0ok ??it was totally awesome..

But actually i didn't use this book for my class..ahaha..

but the truth is..acc0unt in english is not really easy..damn very hard man!More n m0re,i also have to study for australian accounting syllabus..ahaha..it is just because i'm taking AUSMAT..wah..sometimes i feel like i want to throw away all those books n pull out all the pages from the book..ahaha..actually,it was all just my thought..but i try to be positive n blablabla..deep in my heart..i was like..'gurl,U CAN DO IT!'..Nothing is impossible in dis life..am i rite?yah..i think s0..maybe it just for the beginning..because i have to understand account in english..'kenapala kementerian x bg account syllabus in english mase spm'..haha.. guys...i hope i can manage to do the accounting..OMG!

intrOduce to the woRld..

2009-04-22T13:50:00.000+08:00

.zalikha.
.09 september 1991.
.mr azman & mrs rohana 2nd child.
.love being single now.
.doing AUSMAT.
.in SUNWAY UNIVERSITY COLLEGE.

ops..

2009-04-22T13:43:00.000+08:00

kawan2 yg disayangi!
i'm new here..
plz help me with dis blog.
wuaaa...:(
hehe.
s0rry..still kecik dlm dunia membloggingkan diri..
tunjuk ajar anda sekalian amat saya hargai.
terima kasih daun keladi..